freak.FReak.FREAK!!!!!!!


urgh. did my history paper today... didn't know how to do 2 questions. anybody knows what the hell is the Rendel Constituition? well, that was one of the "choice" questions. obviosly i didn't pick that. BUT still i don't know what the hell is the Rendel constituition. well, i mean, this can't possibly be the worst shock i'll get. i have a feeling that the MATH will give me more of a shock. somebody please kill me. now. =(


entertained myself by writing rubbish. (5,4,3,2) cindy? get it? HAHA.


yesyes. my msn nick says 7 more days. my dear, dear nicole! it's not your birthday i'm counting down to. neither is it noor'ain's!!! it's to the end of the EOY's or in my terms, EYE's(end-year-examination) so don't be sooooo EGO. nobody wants to countdown to your birthday except you and your boyfriend. soory if you feel so erm HURT! i'm too busy mugging... to bother about your birthday. but i'll make it up to you guys! LUNCH???=) HAHA.


sorry about the double post thing people. it just suddenly hit me and i decided to start blogging little little details i would never forget. because if i think they're worth remembering. i'll probably NEVER forget secondary school when i leave. the first year was the best year ever... oh man. i feel like i'm on my dethbed. TOUCH WOOD! I'm not MARRIED yet! cannot die!X)


HAHA. my dear graduating seniors, namely AUNTIE wan ting, nicole, noor'ain, triana and all whom i was lazy to type out because my thumbs hurt but yah, you're remembered, please, please study hard for your 'o' levels. PLEASE. i just realised that your 'o' levels are in 13 short days. that means (24x13) 312 hours. that's very little. really. study as hard as you can. i only realised how scary it is when i saw the countdown board at the foyer. time really is running out. study real hard man... because you'll regret if you didn't study hard enough. so please. leave the school happily and come back and visit us with a smile!=) i'll miss you guys even more, i guess.
those stupid times we had slapping each other's back, pinching each other's boobs/butt/thighs, feeling scared because of sock hop's gimicks, laughing at nicole's super LOUD burps/breathing, stepping on each other's shoes during fall-in... so many things we did, and in a blink of an eye, it's alreadycome and gone. band's so much quieter without you guys. from 10 to 5, half the section's gone. i miss smacking you all on the back, pushing your heads, messing up wanting's hair, threatening to spray slide oil in triana's mouth because she keeps yawning and it makes us all feel sleepy, laughing at nicole and noor'ain's indian dance and horny jokes. EVERYTHING. i still remembered when i first entered band. everyone thought i was that irritatting, arrogant girl. then after they knew me, they were like whoa. HAHA. then when i first met the seniors, the first thing they said to me was: "hi! i'm nicole!*burp* and i'm your SL" "hi! i'm aynn! what's your name ah?" gosh. i was bombarded with mad, retarded people. that's why i eneded up being retarded and burping loudly. the longer i was with them, i became more and more attached to them. then from these 2 mad ones, i know decided that i should be more social. so i moved on to the other 2 which i only knew by name. and in time, i grew closer to triana and wan ting. the section was so united!!! we did everything together. not exactly everything but yah, in GENERAL. then came the POP. that ws it. after that last band practise, all those wonderful times we had, would never come back again. we're still on very good terms, but it wasn't like before. the only time i see them is when they walk pass my class.
i'll miss you guys, real bad.


ah. what's with all that emotional stuff??? must be those emo Backstreet Boys songs at work again.


Here we are in the arms of one another
And we still go on searching for each other
Knowing that hate is wrong
And love is right, for us tonight
When I look into your Spanish eyes
I know the reason why I am alive
And the world is so beautiful tonight


Chorus:
It's a place I've never been
And it comes from deep within
And it's telling me thatI'm about to win first prize
Knowing all I have to do
Is reach out my hand to you
Anytime I want to look into your Spanish eyes


Let it be if we're nothing more than dreamers
Who believe that we see no wall between us
How can they be in my heart,
And in my mind, when all I could find
When I look into your Spanish eyes
I know the reason why I am alive
And the world is so beautiful tonight


(Repeat chorus)


I loved you from a distance
Thought I couldn't reach that far
I can't believe how close that we are
When I look into your Spanish eyes
And the world is so beautiful tonight


(Repeat chorus)

what a beautiful song. at least i think so. the post is so long.. shall end here. buh-bye.