sitting in front of the computer screen, feeling full and looking sickly, i read this post which said this:

" what if i were to go away?"
" what if i never came back?"
" what if i told you i want to see you one last time?"

then it struck me. what if i had to leave? what if i never came back? gosh. i never did wonder. what would happen to me? i mean, leaving and never coming back means adapting to a whole new environment. would i be like sarah teng? i mean, we still keep in touch with her. or would i become a hermit and live the rest of my life in a secluded srea where even psycho killers don't dare to enter. i don't know. i really don't know. leaving with my family is fine. but what about my school friends? what about the bandies that i had so much fun with? what about you? i really don't know.


i don't know what's up with me these days. my life has become so mundane. nothing much is actually happening. time to wait i guess. till the combine during the last week of november. combine with siglap secondayr school, st patrick's school, st andrew's school and st anthony's canossian band. yups. females are MINORITY. and that, is NOT good. oh, and i'm going to malaysia during christmas week. i'm most probably bringing my phone along, so you can msg me. but i won't reply. HAHA.


i'm just feeling rather moody nowadays. i'm losing interest in almost everything. so i'm trying to just concentrate on music. nothing else.

oh. in case you're wondering, i got into 3.6. they're taking pure literature. so buh-bye GEOGRAPHY and hello SHAKESPEARE! WOOHOO!(= thank goodness for literature. if not, i'll just die. oh, i opted for POA instead of A math. i can't do algebra for goodness sakes. i can't multiply fractions properly. yeah. i'm a loser.


i don't know. cindy poh wai yee is in a different class from me. that's saddening. cindy!! you've got to lend me the book ok?? please?(=

ahaha. patience is a ____________. someone fill in that blank. we all know it's a virtue. but i don't have that virtue. i was never virtuous anyway. i mean yah. i'm an impatient person. i hate to wait and queue. that's why i never liked queueing up for food during recess. yes. i am not virtuous.


i guess that's all i have to say. i'm going to drown myself in the music. and i'm hooked onto pirates of the carribean soundtrack. and guess what? i am hooked onto these little pieces of brown candy wrapped with colourful cellophane paper. and gosh! they taste so good!! it's coconut candy! i don't know. i like anything that has to do with coconuts. yum.(=

*i am not virtuous.