i'm wasting this whole entire holiday. i'm serious. until now, i haven't started on any form of holiday homework. at least cindy has started tuition and stuff. what about me? i haven't done anything. i can't even do simple equations. i can't memorise (atb)2= whatever it's supposed to be equivalent to. my algebra sucks. i can't even do easy ones like this lah. and i'm in sec three next year. kill me. i know. i honestly thank god that i'm taking accounts next year. because there'll be people that can help me. but all i know is that if by next year, i don't go for tuition, and continue F9-ing my math, i can kiss my 'o levels bye-bye.


i'm feeling really moody and depressed these few days. because i feel that something is missing. i can't say that i know what it is. yet i can't say i don't. i guess i should really just don't give a shit about it right?


things to do list:
1. forget IT.
2. don't give a damn about IT.
3. just freaking leave everything behind and move on.
4. stop harping on it.
5. delete IT out of my life.

i can do that. who am i kidding?? i can't. i just can't bring myself to do it.

for those who don't know what the IT is, try thinking. don't come and ask me or pretend you know what it is.

i guess that's all i'll blog about until i can straighten out my thinking. till then.
have yourself a merry little christmas.(: