my blog is dying and we all know it. sorry for not updating people. that's because the BLODDY blogger was down for a straight few days!!!=(

happy birthday juliet!!!=) why the hell am i typing this here when i can just wish her in person?? not like she can use the computer or anything. she an 8 year old for god's sake.

anyways, i have been shopping for the past few days. so much so that i can memorise bugis and far east. the next time i go there, i'll so totally buy that pair of shoes! lovely=))

ahh. damnit. i rammed my leg against the chair. ahh!!! freak!! it hurts so bad!!!!! i can't walk!!
aiii!!!!

threw 4 chairs in 5/1 and all of it flew across the classroom, hitting the floor each time with a loud slam. what was i doing? venting anger. why was i angry? so much that i threw chairs and yelled at the juniors? why? for being lazy and telling them that it's high time they wake up and realise that with those freaking useless trombone skills and fucking lousy attitude, and they want to go to hawaii, i say forget it. don't go all the way there and embarrass us the seniors, spoil the school's reputation, tarnish the band's reputation and make us feel bad. because we won't. at least i won't. and i know it. because i don't feel responsible for your pathetic selves today. oh and believe me, i was this close to kicking you guys out of the band. patience and retribution was what mr de said to me. and i said sure. but i dare say they will have no retribution because the juniors have been trained under me. well, i don't give a damn. because this is the last straw. hate me, whayever. i think you know my temperamant by now. sure, i can joke and laugh with you. but no. do not test my patience. do not mess with me. because you're getting yourself into the biggest piece of shit you'll ever get in your pathetic life.


but yes. it's over. my dear seniors and friens, sorry. i really didn't mean to tick you off or anything. just fucking pissed. that's all.

yah. so everything went fine.


this is the last straw.

the first picture taken. in the toilet. the ultra large shower area. i look like a spider.

america's next top model. whoo! nice.

WARNING!! UGLY IMPERSONATION COMING UP!!!

taiwanese girls take photos like this. EEW. we tried and er. these are the results..

i think this looks the nicest.. yay!

snaps for us!(=

HAHA. what's wrong with us? i don't know. taking ugly pictures are our forte i guess. HAHA(=

AMARA HOTEL-ED!!! whoo! fun! i'll post the picture later. maybe tomorrow. kinda lazy. plus, i'm having migraine... urgh! annnoying!

band-ing today. usual. just earlier. and with a headache. but i think i have been eating too much. because everytime after band, elsie and i will definnitely see eunice, audrey, amanda and cindy at 7-11. and i will definitely eat. like OH. there goes my dieting plan. i mean, i really want to lose those extra kgs that my body will function fine without. rather, so i don't feel guilty if i eat a whole lot...


yeah yeah. my face hurts like freaking SHIT. reallly. stupid sun. so annoying lah!!!


ok. i really have no idea what to blog about. i can't be bothered. upload pictures tomorrow. byebye.(=

BAND-ING!!
( yesterday and today)















we should all share jennnifer's joy!










ugh. kinda blur... but, she still looks annoyed.















ru jing. you looked stoned.














eunice! you're POUTING. HAHA.














audrey and her reaction when we wanted a photo.



















weelyn! wake up! HAHA.














GREAT!! the sporting claudia and candy.


























i am not as mean as to draw a 'u' shape. the sunken in center. no. i am not so MEAN.




yeah. banded today. really tired now. going to take a bath. night.




PS. it's not PANG-SAI!!!!

"i never told you this before(insert name), but deep down inside, i am madly in love with you."

yes. that was what elsiewas saying while folding paper cranes on wednesday. PAPER CRANES. do you know how freaking boring it is?? OH MY GOSH! that's the best post-exam-activity they could come up with?? oh my.
after that, mopped the classroom floor. AUDREY!! i can mop floors okay???

learning journey and band-ing today.. FUN! let me show you some random pictures..

LEARNING JOURNEY...



















in the bus with cindy!














a failed attempt for "singing in the rain"..




















saw this cute boy. at least everyone thinks so...















the building taken upwards..















the lovely FULLERTON!!

















i'm a tourist!!! esplanade from singapore river!!

upload banding pictures later. bloody blogger...

yupps. as prommised, i'll update immediately afetr the CCA days.

band-ed yesterday. surprisingly, i didn't suck as badly as i thought i would. i just couldn't tune because my tuninng note sounded awful... i don't know why. but it was perfectly fine when playing like warm-ups and songs.. i don't know...

we celebrated candy's birthday by:
1. walking around, aimlessly, thinking of something to eat. until ru jing decided to eat ice-kachang.(:
2. waited for the 5 boxes of ice-kachang to be made for a whole 10 mins. (band started at 2.30. when we bought it, it was like 2.15)
3. ran back to school, sat outside 3.7 (fall-in area) and started eating the ice-kachang. (we only had 2 spoons, so candy, ru jing and rachel didn't have a spoon.)

is that stupid or what? i pity candy. fancy band-ing, running and eating ice-kachang without a spoon on your 15th birthday... haiya... sadness.


oh! i'm updating now beacause it a marking day again!! WOOT! so fun! going to parkway later. to shop and stuff. YAY. i finally can shop! (:


oh. i was SUSPENDED yesterday. nonono! don't think wrong! i was suspended because i pontang the bloody post exam activities breifing. which was one riduculous hour later after my exam paper, which fifnishes at 8.45. can you imagine waiting for one ridiculously long hour just for what, 10 mins?? 1/2 and hour?? so JLoh suspended all the girls from the activities. YAY. i was that happy. no need to sweat and stuff. so practically, that 6 bloody hours i spent in school could have been used for something more constructive... so retrded. i'd rather stay at home. what's more, the suspension was in-house suspension. so annoying. so i spent 6 hours sitting on the chair, talking.


HOHO! yesterday, during band, we practiced at the 2nd level study area again, because of the stupid big day out thing. so, we already know that the place is freaking warm and stuffy and cram. we also know that the PSI was at 128 yesterday. so the people had to fumigate(you know that smoke thing, to get rid of mosquitos.) the place at that practicing time. so mr de was like "take cover" and ru jing, my lovely gay partner, immediately put her instrument down and wanted to run away. HAHAHA! she wante to run away because of the word take cover. okay, it doesn't sound funny here. haiya... yups. so after 5pm yesterday, the Concert Band girls were not only breathing in HAZE( it's not fog, elsie!!!), we were also breathing in repellent and whatever chemical shit.

i don't know... probably going to find something to do now. see you.

*i still don't know what is up with this smiley face. [:

went to the airport today. you must be wondering what the hell was i doing there right? HAHA. to send my maid off... she wanted to go back to phillipines. so yeah, i am maidless. or rather, we were maidless 3 hours ago before we reached home. had lunch at the airport, then went to simei to pick up the new maid. HAHA! so technically, there is no difference. well, it's better that way anyways. because in that way, i don't have to do housework... HAHA.

well, to ,any of you, household chores may spund like an easy task because it's just cleaning the floor and stuff.. NO. if you all still remember, there was one period of time when i couldn't go anywhere because i had to do housework?? yah. the housework was split like this.
i do the toilets and everything.. my sister does the vacuuming of the floor. but, when she had to go to school, i did everything. so THANK GOD.


yesyes. i found this book while looking through the shelves the other day. it has a whole list a fear. like phobia. let me list down all that i am afraid of.

Zoophobia= fear of animals
Hematophobia=fear of blood
Neophobia= fear of changes
Claustrophobia= fear of enclosed spaces
Ochlophobia= fear of crowds
Nyctophobia= fear of darkness
Thanatophobia= fear of death
Algophobia= fear of bodily pain
Pantophobia= fear of everything
Phasmophobia= fear of ghost
Thermophobia= fear of heat
Acrophobia= fear of heights
Cacophobia= fear of ugliness
Ophidiophobia= fear of snakes

so as you can see, i have almost a fear of everything... ahh. i go to go. see you then..

chooqy!! your birthday's tomorrow!!!

i just realised that yesterday was FRIDAY the 13th. oh my god. something bad DID happen yesterday. fine. nothing bad happened but everything i did yesterday was jinxed! oh man. have you ever felt like you've been cursed??

i don't think i am cursed but seriously. everything i did yesterday went horrendously wrong. REALLY! the battery in the tooth brush died on me(luckily i finished brushing) and i brushed my teeth this morning only to find it working in perfect condition!! what the hell.. there are some more incidences. but i'm lazy...

i really should re-write my friendster and of course my style of writing. i don't know but when i type anything out, it becomes just so formal!! i mean, i am not trying to use perfect english and tenses or anything. i am just trying to avoid common errors and not use singlish. but, whenever i do so, like now and my friendster and everything else i am writing, it just sounds like a bloody complain letter! i don't know why. not my fault. fine, it is but.. yah.


okay. it's retarded but, look at the bloody time! it's 11.12 am. i woke up like 2 hours ago. this is so stupid. i woke up way later than this. i don't know. the internal alrm clock is going haywire..


i pity the 'o' level girls... you see, they have night study. as in wan ting they all... so sad life you know! they have to rot in the school until 8 plus. that's sad! they don' even have the time to go home and shower... because they have to stay in school. hai... so saddening.


attention all trombone girls in saccb! please go and meet on 3.6 at 1.45pm!! wait for ru jing and we'll go celebrate candy chooqy's birthday! YAY! last day to bully chooqy you know. because as of 17 october, she's 15!!! for us sec 2s, we'll need to be 15 then we can start bulying shooqy again!! wait chooqy. i'll bully you soon! HAHA.(=


HAHA. i'm feeling retarded again. and i think you all know by now that i have made a few vows.
1. no-swearing vow
2. no-uploading-picture vow

i think i have broken the 1st vow many times.. can't help. but i'm improving...
the 2nd vow will most likely be broken on the 24th of october, after my stay at the hotel... but i'l try hard not to upload any pictures here. might upload on friendster.. so watch put for it ok?


yepps. i think i'll stop here. till then.

haha. i am updating for the second time. again. the double posting thingy.

anyways, as i was updating my friendster profile (i do that everyday, so when you see it, it's recent.) i FINALLY took down that ugly, retarded picture of me and yay. it's gone. so stop teasing me.


i seriously am paranoid about the post exam activities thingy. you see, the fact that roller blading has the risk of letting me fall down and leaving scars on my beautiful legs makes me feel so.. UGH. pain and annoyed. i don't want to limp and scar my legs!!! it's so ugly!!! eek! so disgusting.


i'm feeling so tired. probably go online tomorrow. shall end here. this is so stupid. like updating in less than a thousand characters. that's so retarded.


mr de, i'm still waiting for my answer about something. and i'm going to get it. HAHA.

"AAAHH!", and i woke up. draggiing my disgusting self out ofbed, i stared at the clock. 12.30pm.


how stupid was that? well, that was a recount of what happened to me this mornning. i woke up, for the first time in my life, of a shock. serious. i got shocked awake this morning. now that's, stupid.
time now? 1.09pm. exactly 39 minutes ago, jeanette was shocked awake.


i seriously am losing my touch of what to blog about. OH! i didn't go to school today. nono, not because i woke up late. it's MARKing day today. WOOT! no school for 3 whole days!!! but monday will be hell...


aha. i found my topic today. Post-Exam activities.
as you all might already know, i pontang-ed the briefing yesterday. so all i know that we have to do for post exam activities are:
1. in-line skating.
2. some science shit.
3. some history shit.

there you have it. my 2 weeks worth of activities. GOSH. lets see. in-line skating. sounds fun yes, but...
i'm bloody hell dangerous! on wheels!!!!! goodness gracious me!
ah, who cares. like they will really bother. i figured if the trainers(not the shoes, the coach) meet someone like me, they will vomit BLOOD. serious lah. this is really horrifyingly, mortifyingly disgusting. i am screwed. to the ground.(don't think wrong!!!)

i don't know what's up with epople and their smiley faces today.

:] , [:

can't we just stick to the good old =) , (= , :) and :)????

it looks really weird. because the 'mouth' part of the smiley face looks so... oblong. yes, there is such a word. it means rectangular, ididot, if you didn't learn your nursery rhymes.

i think it looks weird. really, to be brutally honest.
[:

then i shall invent a new one then.
=] , [=

what do you think?? it looks weird right??!! SEE!!! i told you! RRRRRRRAAAH. i have no idea.


haha. i think i shall stop here. going to eat chee cheong fun for the 3rd consecutive meal.



*ps. if you're wondering why i could spell the word "weird", it's because i used spell check.

144. that's not my age, weight or height. that's the number of wantons made yesterday. HAHAHAHA.


today's paper was so blahblahblah. more blahblahblah then yesterday's. they gave me stupid questions like "in the acronymn SCAMPER, what does the C stand for?" and "what does MDF mean?" GOD DAMNIT!! i don't know my acronymns. god knows what scamper means. the only scamper i know means creep quietly like a mouse(HAHA! inside joke.). so annoying. BAH D&T lah.


i just realised that i cannot draw. my art sucked since i was like 3 and uptil now, i can't even draw an egg, or a tree. yes, how utterly hopelesss, you you might think. thanks for bursting the big EGO bubble. yeah yeah whatever. i can't draw. so all art teachers, please stay away from ME. you migt vomit blood after the first lesson.


i saw something on the bus that i wasn't very pleased with today. here's how it goes. you need to imagine.

on an SBS bus, i was standing at the corner(the standing area where everybodystands) as the bus was very crowded. all the seats were occupied. until it got to malay village. now's the hari raya period. so this er. malay lady who was on the plump side got off the bus. she was siting on a green seat. so you know, opposite the green seats there is another facing it. the woman who was sitting on the seat opposite the green seat got off her seat and sat down on the green seat. there's nothing wrong with that. it was her next action that got me annoyed. she took her hand, frowned, and started smacking the seat, dusting it, like dusting a shelf that hasn't been dusted for like what 10 years?! it's like come on. what the hell is up with her? if she wants to change seats, fine. but why does she have to dust it?? i honestly felt like walking up to her and giving her one tight slap on her face lah! RRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHH.


you know what? i have just lost my interest in blogging for today. thinking about the incident in the bus has spoilt my mood. GREAT. see you around then. to hell wih the lady.

today's paper was so blahblahblah. i wrote crap for certain questions and laughed at the retarded questioons such as "what is wrong with this circuit?" and "what will happen to the bulb and wires?". man, that was a long sentence.(=


i was talking to my grandmother about 5 minutes ago and i suddenly remembered that band is starting next week!! WOOT! i totally miss going for band... then i realised that i'm so gonna suck now. i haven't practiced in almost a month!!! how how HOW???? but yeah. that's not the point. the point is, there is going to be many things going on next year so i've got to buck up.

1. band's OWN concert!!!:))
2. HAWAII!!:))
3. S.Y.F. the horror.

speaking of which, the band is going to finally have their OWN concert. yeah! and that was the point. the concert. i know we just had one this year. Sounds Of Music. but it was supposed to be OUR concert. but it became a combine with the Percussion Band, Primary School Brass Band and sadly, the Angklung/Kulintang band. hai... there went all oueffort and seniors' effort. So, our lovely OWN concert dream was smashed into gazillion bits and pieces. we still performed but, it was different. well, it was still kind of fun you know. laughing at triana and with her, scaring her that the phone in her breast pocket might vibrate during our soli... Anyways, next year, we're going to have our OWN concert!!! no other CCAs! yay! which part of OWN do you not understand.HAHA!


mm. i'm feeling kinda excited yet nervous about monday's practice. because i am either going to get insulted or scolded by mr de. like the last time. i think so lah. serves me right for not practicing. my fault i guess...

RRAAAAAHHHH! i feel so stressed when the exams are almost over. now, how shitty-fied is that?? i don't know.

oh, and i think my blog needs some serious grooming. i don't know why. thanks qi hui for reading regularly. i think i might be updating lesser and lesser until the holidays start., which is theoratically speaking, 2 weeks and 3 days from today, that means, don't count today. yah. strange yes, that i've been updating so regularly during the exam period and it should be vice versa and i should be updating on a regular basis during the "normal" school functioning hours. WRONG. i'm at home most of the time during the exam period!! which explains my regular updating and double posting thingy. whereas during the "normal" school functioning hours, i finish at 1.45 on wednesdays, 6.15 on CCA days which is mondays, thursdays and fridays and 2.15 on tuesdays. KILL ME. yes. kill us all. so you see, sometimes it's not like i don't want to update. it's more like i don't have the time to update. but i'll still update at least thrice a week... maybe everyday except band days... yeah. i think that'll be fine..


URGH. sometimes, banging into things can be a real pain.(clever pun. i know. get it?????) i rammed my like once, twice, now just 3 sconds ago, the third time against the bloody computer table!!! stupid. i think i got a cut... OWW. ): it hurts.


ah well. going to help my grandma wrap the prawn wanton for dinner tonight. yum. can't wait to eat. see you. AND, i am not going to upload any pictures. i am going to eat them all before i can take any! muahahahahaha.

buh-bye.

TAN QI HUI MADE ME DO THIS...


1)how old did you wish you were?- i like my age now. 14 coming 15.(:
2) where were you when 911 happened? - enjoying my holiday...
3) what do you do when vending machine steals your money? - try hard not to swear?
4)do you count yourself kind? - yes. of course.
5) if you had to get a tatoo, where would it be?- i won't get a tatoo.
6) if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? -japanese.
7) do you know your neighbours? -a little. i have weird neighbours.
8) what do you consider a vacation? - relax and shopping! plus beach and a tan. and breakaway from ass holes.
9) do you follow your horoscope?- yes and no. see my mood.
10) would you move for the person you love?- move what?
11) are you touchy feely?- no.
12) do you believe that opposites attract?- yah. that's true.
13) dream job?- own a chain of hotels like hilton.
14) favorite channels?- ch 5, ch u.
15) favorite place to go on weekends?- home.
16) showers or baths? baths and showers.
17) do you paint your nails? -yah. during holidays.
18) do you trust people easily?- no.
19) what are your phobias?- insectophobia, heightophobia.
20) do you want kids?- yah. of course. not now though.
21) do you keep a handwritten journal?- yes.
l22) where would you rather be right now?- in the air con room. or hawaii.
23) who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? - bed. comfortor. love. presents!!!
4) heavy or light sleeper?- heavy. unless i am distracted.
25) are you paranoid?- yeah. i scared.
26) are you impatient? - mm. okay lah. unless it is really warm. then i'll feel annoyed.
27) who can you relate to?- anyone. except my enemy.
28) how do you feel about interracial couples?- whatever. it is their problem.
29) have you been burned by love?- huh? no.
30) what's your favorite pick-up line?- pick-up lines are retarded. want my number? just ask lah. i'll make fun of the pick-up line... HAHA.
31) what's your main ringtone on your mobile?- my phone is on silent most of the time..
32) what were you doing at midnight last night? - SLEEPING.
33) what did the last text on your cellphone say? - too private lah. cannot say.
34) whose bed did you sleep in last night?- mine lah. duh-uh.
35) what color shirt are you wearing? - green.
36) most recent movie you watched? - scary movie 4. HAHA.
37) name three things you have on you at all times.- phone, clothes, money..
38) what color are your bedsheets? yellow. eew.
39) how much cash do you have on you right now?- i am penniles now.
40) what is your favorite part of the chicken?- wing!
41) what's your favorite town/city?- singapore.
42) i cant wait till...? HAWAII! and holidays.
43) what did you have for dinner last night? - er...rice and steamed egg..
44) do you own a gun?- no. illegal lah.
45) what do you prefer to drink in the morning? - coffee? water? tea?
46) where do you think you'll be in 10 years time?- out. maybe dating? working? married?
47) last thing you ate? orange juice pulp.
48) what songs do you sing in the toilet?- i don't sing in the toilet.
49) last thing that made you laugh? - cindy poh.
50) worst injury you've ever had?- my knee. the whole skin came off.
51) does someone have a crush on you? - no. even if have i also don't know...
52) what's your favorite candy? - many.chewy? gummy? candy choo?! HAHA!(:
53) what song do you want played at your funeral?- em.. fantasy on an irish air?


STUPID LAH. i didn't go shopping today. i think my mummy didn't know. so yah. stayed at home and you-tubed. watch the show Battle Royale. MY GOD. it's freaking saddistic. it's a jap show. but ala saw. my god. go watch it. mental breakdown. traumatic man...


ah. it's so warm here. going off line. till then.

kill me. now. really. because i'm bloody addicted to snacking on JUNK FOOD.


i don't now how i am going to start that all-fruit-veggie-liquid diet when i'm addicted to well.. crap! the last time i wen ton a diet was in september. because i needed to lose those extra pounds before school re-opened and examinations came. i figured that during the exams, i'll probably [put on a few extra kgs and lose some as well. which is TRUE! i lost some in the begining. like say 2kg? then as i gradually got used to the bloody schedule, i put on like 3, 4 kg maybe? AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH! this is NOT happening. i am so going to start that diet on friday. then stop on sunday. so that's 3 bloody days of weight lost. good-bye junk food and hello clean intestines!!!!(:


urgh. i was reading xiaxue's blog and made me realise that what's the point of leg hair? HAHA. random. but really. go read it. it made me laugh my head off. i've the link. go click it. like afterwards. (:


yes. why am i blogging now? you must be wondering. well, today is a study day. which is meant for people like us to study for the last 2 papers. Science and D&T. who cares man.. i'm going for my retail therapy later. WOOT! going to shop for shoes, shoe and more shoes later. i think i mentioned it in my previous post right? yeah. but there are so many things i want now.
1. SUN!!!!
2. HAWAII! we are going but i can't wait!!!
3. those pretty silver shoes...
4. a pair of black/blue good-old converse shoes.
5. digital camera. the pretty one.
6. bloody slot disc... 512 or 1gb will be good(:
7. a dress! so pretty...

so you see!! i want to strike of the first 4 soon. really especially the first one(: and the fourth one. RAAAAAAHHHH!! pratically ALL! so annoying. well i'll come back later and update and hopefully i can strike off 3 and 4. and maybe 7.


i think friendster is super duper fun(: i don't know why. but i feel really entertained by it. i'm probably mad or something. this is madness!

i just found out something that's super dsgusting!!!!!!!!! EEEEWWWW!!!!! gross! bleh. i feel like puking my guts out now!!!

lahdeedum. i'm going to stop now. you-tubing! yay. well, i'll update either tonight or tomorrow. so yeah. bye(=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOOR'AIN!!!! GROW TALLER!!:) HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO!! but you don't look 16... so that means you're not old!!! happy watching all NC 16 movies. they suit you. because you're horny. HAHA.(:

opps. i wasn't suppossed to say that. noor'ain, i dare say you grew A LOT taller. seriosly. maybe it's the shoes but yeah. whatever. study hard girl. 'o' levels are in 10 days. good luck. but i'll love ya'll just the same.(:


HAHA. MATHEMATICS paper today. wasn't as difficult as i expected. can you believe that?? i DIDN'T study on saturday and sunday. but i could still do the bloody test paper. my god. but i figured the only reason i could do the paper because all the algebra questions, rather, most of them came out like:

5(X+2) 7(y-3)
----------- + -----------
(m-3)(m-1) (m+1)(m-1)

and what are we suppossed to do? well, solve the equation in its simplest form. like single denominator. I WAS SAVED!!!!!! because that's the only one i knew how to do. and there were many many SIMULTANEOUS EQUATIONS. not so bad... but i totally don't know how to do the area of sphere thingy. I HATE IT!!!! raaaaaaahhh.


bah. anyways, i'm going shopping tomorrow!! i'm like super excited! i want to buy them pretty silver shoes!!! and the converse shoes! nice:))


oh! i watched Scary Movie 1 and 2!! super FUNNY!(: super nice lah! the girl named CINDY(excuse the pun dears, it's not my friend.) is like super brainless!!! she's like STUPID!! AHAHA!:))


yupps. there's Princess Hours later. everybody wants to watch it. rather everybody i know likes to watch it. even ELSIE LIM YAN TING... whoa. i was surprised ok! haha.

HAHA. i found out something today. shan't say anything. wells, 2 more papers and bye-bye school.

i can't wait till 23rd october!! AMARA HOTEL, here i come! wait for me...

i miss band. no no! not that band.(inside joke.) concert band! i miss you. darling INSTRUMENT! i miss you! a lot! a whole lot!

ah. see you. and i updated!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE LIM HUI!! now you're 16 years OLD! you can LEGALLY watch all the NC 16 movies.i think they suit you. i hope you'll be LESS childish from now on.
haha.


MM. i fogot to update my blog. AND i stopped the double posting thingy. ha.

die die die!!! math paper tomorrow. and i bet it's going to be tough like crap. at least i think so...


watched Stay Alive with my sister yesterday. you know, the one where these people play a game then when they die in the game, they die for real... the show that Frankie Muniz acted in. i saw the trailer on the bus and it looked so exciting and yah. probably similar to resident evil or saw or maybe final destination. BUT, when i watched it, it was such a HUGE
DISAPPOINTMENT!! i ws at first like scared to watch, because my sister told me it was going to be like saw. and i freaked out when i watched saw 2. because it was like really GORY. but no. i couldn't even see them bloody hell dying. all they did was scream and they were DEAD. lame or what!! "AAAAHHHHHH" and they're dead. BAH. lousy show.

oh yes, i watched The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift. coolness i tell you!!!! those japanese guys were super duper COOL!! they drifted up the carpark and down the mountain and on the highway!! there was this conveyor belt thingy.. it spins like a fan. except much slower. and it was a CARPARK! my god! and, japanese police will not go after speeding cars that are above 180mph. they don't even bother! cool right! they say that there is no point going after them because they're cars can only speed up to 180mph. any higher than that, they don't bother to try... AMAZING.


the bloody haze is getting on my nerves. seriously. it has been so freaking smoky you know. i just sit here and sms and i'll start tearing. and it's getting really bad. PSI:150. any higher and i don't have to go to school. WTH. i want to take my math paper and get it over and done with damn it!
singapore is becoming a very UNhealthy place. VERY. to people who are asthmatic, please try not to go out. you don't want another attack coming.


urgh! bloody haze. booooo. GO AWAY! so annoying. just stay away from here.

ah well, i'll update tomorrow after my math paper. wish me luck so that i'll survive in hell. booo, haze boooooooo.

don't ask me why i have double posts. for 2 consecutive days. i myself don't know. and i'm feeling really random now. so this shall be a random post again.

i'm feeling really hungry now.. because i haven't eaten anything since 5.45am this morning. the life of a secondary school student. yeah yeah, i get it. we all have to go through this phase of getting gastric... WHATEVER.


bah. today's literature was relatively easy. wrote 3 pages long for unseen poetry, and 2 pages long for unseen prose. yupps. i think i'm going to do better(: but hell's taking a step nearer. MATH paper 1&2 on monday. but can use calculator for both papers. so that's good!(: by the way, i brought calculator for my literature today. for what? i don't know.


shit shit shit! i haven't study math yet!! i don't know her to find the volume of a sphere!
shit shit shit! i also haven't study for science yet!
triple shit! i haven't bought nicole's and noor'ain's present yet!!

ARGH! why are all the bad things happening at once? my gosh. this is bad. really bad.


oh yes. i have 3, no, 4 more papers left. 2 math, 1 science and 1 D&T paper. yupps. no more hell for me after this and it will be a long, comforting, enjoyable and relaxing break. WOOTS!(: I CAN'T WAIT. it seems so fast that all my papers are almost gone. time really has wings i guess.


oh yes. i really want a 512mb of 1 gb slot disc for my phone. really. i need the space. who wants to buy for me?? anyone???!!!


i don't know what i want to ssay now lah. i'm probably going to keep up the tradition and start blogging twice a day. like medication. double dosage. HAHA.

ah. till then. i'm freaking hungry!!!!

ha. i felt so bored, so i decided to 'borrow'(a.k.a steal) this from some person who added me on friendster. thanks.(:


have you ever:

smoked a cigarette?- no. never. i detest smokers. i'm sorry if this is offensive. it's my personal opinion.
smoked a cigar?- same lah. NEVER.
done weed?- i don't have a garden!
kissed a member of the same sex?- more like a member of the same sex kissed me. NICOLE LIM HUI! she kissed me for"luck" outside VCH.
drank alcohol?- yah. duh-uh.
been in love?- unrequited love. the person doesn't know lah.
ever been dumped?- i'm single, so how can i be dumped?
shoplifted?- NO. it's ILLEGAL.
been fired?- nope. never worked before.
been in a fist fight?- i don't fight. it's unglamorous and uncouth.
snuck out of a parent's house?- no!! why would i want to do that?
had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?- erm. i dunno if the person knows and likes me...
been arrested?- NO!
made out with a stranger?-NO! NEVER!
gone out on a blind date?- i'm not that desperate.
had a crush on an older person?- erm yah. same person.
skipped school?- chinese new year celebrations count right? yah.
slept with a co-worker?- NO!
seen someone/something die?- how about ants and roaches. yes then.
had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends?- shan't say. don't want to..
been to Paris?- nope.
been to Spain?- no.
been on a plane?- yupps.
thrown out for drinking?- no! my parents let me... sshh!! don't tell anyone!
eaten Sushi?- yeah! sakae anyone?
been snowboarding?- no. skiing i have though..
met someone BECAUSE of myspace?- no. i use blogger.
been mosh pitting?- no! i'm under aged.
been in an abusive relationship?- nope. i'll never allow that to hapen.
taken pain killers?- for head aches and menses cramp. mm.
love/like someone right now?- yah.
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?- no. that's a complete waste of time.
made a snow angel?- think so. in states when i was erm, 4?
had a tea party?- yes!
flown a kite?- yupps. with my uncle.
built a sand castle?- duh-uh. though i suck.
gone puddle jumping?- nopes. no gum boots and wellingtons.
played dress up?- yes.
jumped into a pile of leaves?- no autumn in singapore! i want to though..
gone sledding?- yup.
cheated while playing a game?- yah! everyone does that.
been lonely?- yup.
fallen asleep at work/school?- yes.
used a fake/someone else's ID?- that's illegal! NO!
watched the sun set?- yeah. so beautiful(:
felt an earthquake?- yup. felt so nauseaus.
killed a snake?- NO! i wouldn't even go near it.
been tickled?- yupps.
been robbed/vandalized?- never been robbed but violated sexually by them beoved seniors. NICOLE LIM. it's YOU.
robbed someone?- NO! THAT'S ILLEGAL TOO!
been misunderstood?- yah. i've been too blatant. learned from my sister. can't help it. but it's un-intentionally.
pet a reindeer?- no.
won a contest?- never.
been suspended from school?- no.
had detention?- no. but asked to get consent form for jay walking...
been in a car/motorcycle accident?- yes. but no one was hurt lah.
had/have braces?- no.
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night?- no. i'll be like fat...
had deja vu?- many times.
danced in the moonlight?- no. but i have sung "you raise me up" in the moonlight...
hated the way you look?- yes.
witnessed a crime?- no.
pole danced?- no. i don't intend to anyways.
questioned your heart?- yah. why why why!!
been obsessed with post-it notes?- YES!!! i am still obsessed with it. i LOVE 3m post-its!
squished barefoot through the mud?- sick no.
been lost?- yah.
been to the opposite side of the world?- yeah.
swam in the ocean?- sea lah. not ocean.
felt like you were dying?- once. when i fainted.
cried yourself to sleep?- yes. once or twice..
played cops and robbers?- yeah.
recently coloured with crayons/coloredpencils/markers?- i do that everyday!
sang karaoke?- yup. at home.
paid for a meal with only coins?- in school lah!
done something you told yourself you wouldn't?- yup.
made prank phone calls?- no.
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose?- NO! that's so wrong!
kissed in the rain?- no. i'm bloody hell single.
written a letter to Santa Clause?- no. i knew santa never existed because i haven't got what i want the most now. care to be my santa?(:
been kissed under a mistletoe?- no! i'm not married.
watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about?- yah. with my family.
blown bubbles?- yupps! so pretty!
made a bonfire on the beach?- no. i don't camp.
crashed a party?- no.
have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people?- no.
gone roller skating/ blading?- yeah. ice-skating too..
had a wish come true?- not yet.
Humped a monkey?- NO! THAT'S SO SICK!!
worn pearls?- no. they look so old on me.
jumped off a bridge?- NO.
screamed "penis" at a football game?- no. i am female damn it!
swimming with dolphins?- no. but i've touched them!
got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/icecube?- no.
kissed a fish?- NO! NEVER!
worn the opposite sex clothes?- jeans counted?
Sat on a roof top?- no.
screamed at the top of your lungs?- yah. many times.
can do a one-handed cartwheel?- i can't do cart-wheels.
talked on the phone for more than 3 hours?- don't think so..
stayed up all night?- no.
picked and ate an apple right off the tree?- can't do that in singapore. get fined.
climbed a tree?- no. i'll fall.
had/been in a tree house?- think so..
aren't scared to watch scary movies alone?- that's ABNORMAL!!
believe in ghosts?- yah. to a certain extent.
have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes(in a lifetime)?- not me. my mum. i wear her shoes.(:
gone streaking?- what the hell is that?
been in jail(cantonment)?- no!!


so you see, i'm a rather timid person. what the hell... so retarded. ahh hell. that's about it i guess. and i found out a piece of news. to that person, you need a mirror. cindy, you know who. HAHA.
till then.

freak.FReak.FREAK!!!!!!!


urgh. did my history paper today... didn't know how to do 2 questions. anybody knows what the hell is the Rendel Constituition? well, that was one of the "choice" questions. obviosly i didn't pick that. BUT still i don't know what the hell is the Rendel constituition. well, i mean, this can't possibly be the worst shock i'll get. i have a feeling that the MATH will give me more of a shock. somebody please kill me. now. =(


entertained myself by writing rubbish. (5,4,3,2) cindy? get it? HAHA.


yesyes. my msn nick says 7 more days. my dear, dear nicole! it's not your birthday i'm counting down to. neither is it noor'ain's!!! it's to the end of the EOY's or in my terms, EYE's(end-year-examination) so don't be sooooo EGO. nobody wants to countdown to your birthday except you and your boyfriend. soory if you feel so erm HURT! i'm too busy mugging... to bother about your birthday. but i'll make it up to you guys! LUNCH???=) HAHA.


sorry about the double post thing people. it just suddenly hit me and i decided to start blogging little little details i would never forget. because if i think they're worth remembering. i'll probably NEVER forget secondary school when i leave. the first year was the best year ever... oh man. i feel like i'm on my dethbed. TOUCH WOOD! I'm not MARRIED yet! cannot die!X)


HAHA. my dear graduating seniors, namely AUNTIE wan ting, nicole, noor'ain, triana and all whom i was lazy to type out because my thumbs hurt but yah, you're remembered, please, please study hard for your 'o' levels. PLEASE. i just realised that your 'o' levels are in 13 short days. that means (24x13) 312 hours. that's very little. really. study as hard as you can. i only realised how scary it is when i saw the countdown board at the foyer. time really is running out. study real hard man... because you'll regret if you didn't study hard enough. so please. leave the school happily and come back and visit us with a smile!=) i'll miss you guys even more, i guess.
those stupid times we had slapping each other's back, pinching each other's boobs/butt/thighs, feeling scared because of sock hop's gimicks, laughing at nicole's super LOUD burps/breathing, stepping on each other's shoes during fall-in... so many things we did, and in a blink of an eye, it's alreadycome and gone. band's so much quieter without you guys. from 10 to 5, half the section's gone. i miss smacking you all on the back, pushing your heads, messing up wanting's hair, threatening to spray slide oil in triana's mouth because she keeps yawning and it makes us all feel sleepy, laughing at nicole and noor'ain's indian dance and horny jokes. EVERYTHING. i still remembered when i first entered band. everyone thought i was that irritatting, arrogant girl. then after they knew me, they were like whoa. HAHA. then when i first met the seniors, the first thing they said to me was: "hi! i'm nicole!*burp* and i'm your SL" "hi! i'm aynn! what's your name ah?" gosh. i was bombarded with mad, retarded people. that's why i eneded up being retarded and burping loudly. the longer i was with them, i became more and more attached to them. then from these 2 mad ones, i know decided that i should be more social. so i moved on to the other 2 which i only knew by name. and in time, i grew closer to triana and wan ting. the section was so united!!! we did everything together. not exactly everything but yah, in GENERAL. then came the POP. that ws it. after that last band practise, all those wonderful times we had, would never come back again. we're still on very good terms, but it wasn't like before. the only time i see them is when they walk pass my class.
i'll miss you guys, real bad.


ah. what's with all that emotional stuff??? must be those emo Backstreet Boys songs at work again.


Here we are in the arms of one another
And we still go on searching for each other
Knowing that hate is wrong
And love is right, for us tonight
When I look into your Spanish eyes
I know the reason why I am alive
And the world is so beautiful tonight


Chorus:
It's a place I've never been
And it comes from deep within
And it's telling me thatI'm about to win first prize
Knowing all I have to do
Is reach out my hand to you
Anytime I want to look into your Spanish eyes


Let it be if we're nothing more than dreamers
Who believe that we see no wall between us
How can they be in my heart,
And in my mind, when all I could find
When I look into your Spanish eyes
I know the reason why I am alive
And the world is so beautiful tonight


(Repeat chorus)


I loved you from a distance
Thought I couldn't reach that far
I can't believe how close that we are
When I look into your Spanish eyes
And the world is so beautiful tonight


(Repeat chorus)

what a beautiful song. at least i think so. the post is so long.. shall end here. buh-bye.

2nd post for the day. i think you should read the previous one. because if you don't know anything, this will be draggy.

i need to voice this out. nono. not anything about school. it's just something. that particular something is bothering the living day lights out of me.

it's a fact. officially. i fucking hell like you. not like you know who you are. i wish you knew. but you obviously don't. why, why,WHY?? it's so annoying. i never get to see you around. not anywhere. at all. why did i have to see you yet you can't be mine?? fuck. i am saying too much. i guess it's sooner or later. you'll find out. soon enough. don't hate me, please. just regard me as this loser who can't make up her bloody mind. i love you.


now that that's off my chest, i feel so much better. see it, decode it for all i care. because if you bother about it, you don't know anything. so shut up and don't bother asking me anything. when i told you that you'll find out, you WILL. so just trust me damn it.

sometimes, when people say "you'll find out", they MEAN IT. this is mmore of a warning to people who wish to particularly find out anything from me or my friends. nothing except the lovely crap that's going to come out of my *** and my spit. whatever, i'm pissed. with the people who think they know everything about me when they don't. thanks cindy, for being there for me. thanks a lot.(:


oprah winfrey's show's talking about this trust me thingy. i need it now. what the hell.
i need a hug.=(


why can't i be pretty? ugly people get all this shit.

yes. i just realised that almost everyblog entry has a picture. so frim this moment, i jeanette shall not upload anymore pictures until the time prises.(like christmas, birthday, new year, hawaii!!!=), combine with SPS.) yupps. which the nearest being november/december and the furthest being march. so smart right?? haha. so i'll probably just keep blogging and pray that there are some people reading it still...


i just changed my template. AND, it didn't screw up. so that's an improvement. plus, there is no wishlist in here. but my wishlist is alll the ssame. i have got nothing to strike of yet. though i would VERY MUCH love to strike off what was on the top of my wish list, for those who could remember. cindy?? HAHA. (inside joke.)


oh man. yesterday's chinese paper wasn't like difficult, but yet it wasn't easy.. it was like slightly more challenging. guess who set it?? MDM XIE. great. today's Geography paper was managealbe. they only asked 1 question about settlements. that's good. because the question was on subsistence farming. until now, i have no idea what's the difference between nomadic herding and western pastoralism. like WTF is that?? anyways, i pray that this is the last year i'll ever have to touch geography. it's so difficult to understand. like how the hell do i know what is the process that leads to vulcanism? to whoevr who comes to me and asks me for help in geography, BAH to you. =(


i am starting feel worried. for my math paper. i CAN'T do algebra. like factorisation. and i have no idea why A square plus B square is equal to C square. and to MR PYTHAGORAS, who bloody hell created the above equation thing, go and die.(it's called the pythagoras theorem, i know that.)


URGH! i really want to cut my hair NOW!!! it's getting on my nerves! BUT i'm suppossed to leave it long for hawaii and stuff... so if i cut it now, it won't look nice in hawaii.. so i shan't touch it. but it's bothering the living daylights out of me!!! ARGH!!!


i think they should put a study day before our math paper. guess when my study day is?? the day befor my science paper, which is the 2nd last paper, which is also 2 days before my design and tech paper. like WTH!!!! come on lah!! who studies for D&T?? this is madness. stupid timetable.

english: GREAT! weird passage though. i think i can maybe B3?
chinese: okay lah. B3 too.
geography:i am super confident i'll pass. like B3.
history: die! i study like 1/2. pray to pass!
literature: yes! finally! i am looking forward to it and taking it next year!!!
math: erm. can some genius teach me algebra?!
science: okay lah. just that i don't know what the hell is an ammeter.
D&T: erp. i passed my practical...


so you see. i totally suck. anyways, it's 30% of my total grades. because 70% was already accounted for in the mid-year...

ah. it's getting a little too boring and long and dry. see you. BAH.

exam day.i think i am supposed to sound that sad. but nope, i'm not. suprsingly, i feel quite happy.(= must be yesterday's dinner.

AHA!!!! i thought of something to blog about!!!! DINNER!
YESTERDAY'S DINNER WAS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!

see for yourself..


before...


see this lovely, delicious, mouth-watering, sumptuous tasty plate of orangey-red crabs? multiply the amount here by 2.


that's what we had for dinner. 12 whole crabs.

lovely(:




after eating, there will be the shells. HAHA. now this is the fun part. let me show you the shells. i mean, if i take the food, i'll take the shells.(:
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hohoho.. this is the lovely crabs we saw just now. just that all the edible meat/flesh has been eaten up by us. poor crab.


remains(:

yupps. the waste/remaining/shels/bones are termed lovely remains.. seen it somewhere? well it's copyrighted MINE.

haha. okay. enough of the dinner thingy. i know you feel hungry..

oh yes, today, during the English Language paper, i had an extra peice of paper and i started doodling on it. guess what i drew?

ah @#%&. lousy phone thingy. the colour was supposed to be th shocking and bright highlighter YELLOW. but i don't know why it looks so dull. anyways, they're called STICKMEN. egyptian style.. HAHA. see the 4 with the 2 pony tails? well, they're GAY. haha! ok. i know we're not allowed to bring materials out of the exam room but, i only drew stickmen...

this is the result of boredom..



with the combine with st pats nearing(IT'S ON! I CHECKED WITH MR DE..), i'm starting to feel the shivers. can you imagine how "malu" i'll feel? they play really well and we kind of suck. it's a fact. oh man.. well, i rather have than don't have. it's a learning experience, dears..

ah wells. till then.