ok. so after yesterday's super duper long post, which i only had a few sentences of my own and the rest were all answers to quiz questions.

so what have i been doing today??? woke up at around 6 supposed to be 6.30 but oh well, wakingn up a little earlier wouldn't kill.. anyways, made my way to school and reached like freaking early can!!!! like whoa. anyways, played FIRST trombone for pirates and some other songs.. yah. i think i can make it. just need a bit of practice...(:

yupps. after that went for lunch and here i am at my cousins' house. supposd to teach her how to play the freaking cornet lah. done that. so now, she's doing some work and i'm BLOGGING. yay me.(:



i officially miss RJ. hohoho. can you please come back soon?? i know you want to see amali... but i also know rom the message you sent me that you think turkish guys are to die for because they're HOT! yah i know!! but still in singapore there's your beloved trombone section and amali and well... your home and stuff. i know you miss my rubbish and my looking out for the...
ah wells. please some back in one piece ok??(:


ah. i'm like talking to my sister and her personal message just had to be the spice girls song. you know "i wanna make you holler and make you scream my name" HAHA. and now it's freaking stuck in my head. damned.


ah well. it's a few days more till elsie comes back. and many days more till RJ returns. oh man... i'm like quite sad. i miss RJ already...):


ok. i have nothing more to say...ok bye.

*i wanna make you holler make you scream my name.

and yet again i get sabo-ed. WHEE!(:
quiz time.

Name 40 Random People You Know
1. cindy
2. celestia
3. ru jing
4. candy
5. eunice
6. audrey
7. nicole
8. noor'ain
9. triana
10. wan ting
11. elsie
12. wee lyn
13. claudia
14. ruoen
15. samantha chan
16. amanda khoo
17. joey
18. cornelius
19. john wong
20. jill
21. tiffany
22. tammy
23. jennifer
24. farah bobbina
25. juliet
26. felicia
27. qi hui
28. sharon
29. rachel
30. samantha chong
31. abigial
32. shi lin
33. alyssa
34. natalie ng
35. natalie eng
36. pei qi
37. adel
38. joey poon
39. natalie koh
40. ethel

Now for the questions:
Who is #9 to you? my beloved senior!(:
Does #12 have a hot older brother? nope. she has an annoying younger brother i think..
Would you make out with #2? GOSH! no way!!
How about #13? NEVER.
or #30? NO!!!
Is #1 your best friend? YES! POH!(:
Is #3 cute? yah. DORA LINEN RU JING CHIN CHOW.
How about #5? erp. i guess so. MOUSE. so girlie.
Or #23? hmm. she's super funny!
Or #36? ok lah.
How did you meet #4? band.
And #7? hoho. long story. ask me!!
And #18? er.. long story.
Did you ever go out with #20? yeah. my sister what.
Or #28? nope.
Who is #40?my very funny classmate.
Do you hug #8? yeah. whenever i see her.
How about #15? nope. don't think so...
Or #25? of course. my younger sis!
Or #37? nope.
Do you feel sorry for #11? sometimes.
Have you ever told #14 you loved him/her? nope. but i would.(:
Would #6 and #10 make a good couple? oh god!! NO WAY!
What about #16 and #28? NEVER.
#17 and #22? NO.
#24 and #32? NO.
Are #38 and #37 best friends? nope.
Does #34 drink coffee 24/7? no lah.
What is #9 addicted to? hmm. YAWNING!(:
Which # would you look best with? not anyone here i guess...
Which # would #5 date? er... ASK ME. i shan't type it here..
How about #16? RAIN. i dunno lah.
Or #27? don't know.


ok. ask me if i didn't answer directly. because STAP. (acronym for Some Things Are Private)
yupps. it's only wednesday and i'm starting to miss elsie's nonsense.



*doesn't mean i tie my hair means i'm in love ok!! don't know where you all came up with this strange analogy.

ok. the combine yesterday wasn't as bad as i expected it to be. actually, it was FUN. i had no idea why i was so worried. and afraid. because the SYF peice was some simple shit. and yah. i could see... across to the otherside of the BIG band. i swear. it was so HUGE!! the hall, the school, the number of people, EVERYTHING. yup. and we played the freaking piece like what, 4 times. we arrived at st patricks the latest lah! then had sectionals from 1 plus to three and as usual, ru jing and i went around the school, looking around but our main purpose was to find the french horns to get tuners. HAHA. so we slacked at talked to bobbina and kurulam. at around to plus, went down to sclak again and to refill ru jing's bottle. oh well. did i mention about the unglamourous thingi did? well, i needed to pee really badly before we left, so i ws practically JUMPING to the toilet. so of course poeple were staring at me hopping/running/jumping/moving with my knees together making my way to the toilet.

phew. that was a long sentence.

ok. today's band practice was a waste of time. ok fine. it was more of a self practice than a band practice. so boring lah. didn't do much.
but CO had a recording so we couldn't play much during combined sectionals.(damn.) so audrey decided to SING out our parts. so when we came to Virginia, eunice(mouse) had to sing out ruoen's/weelyn's solo. OH MY GOD!!! it's really some hilarious shit i tell you!! her voice is HIGH!!! freaking high!! she sang pirate's solo. so as ususal, ru jing and i would make fun of her very high pitched voice.

oh well. there are so many changes in people.

1. candy is talking more and getting high. GOSH. {ask me if you wanna know!}
2. eunice is becoming more gay. nono, more girlie. like a little girl. what's more her voice is so high.


i've got a secret to share. ask me if you want to know. because bloggersphere is such a dangerous world. my dear bandies, i think you already know. HAHA!


ah. i felt super short yesterday. because everyone seemed so TALL.

*i've tried to hide it so that no one knows, but i guess it shows.


the bsb fever is coming back.):

HELLO WORLD!!! ok. i have no idea what's up with me these few days. my mood swings are AWFUL. so i'm really afraid i'll piss someone off. GOSH. one minute i'm super high(like yesterday) and the next i'm like a grouch. no. like some emo kid. when i'm NOT. probably due to menses right? ok. please let mine be over before monday!! i don't want to be a grouch! i'd rather be like some crazy monkey jumping around then sit there and sulk. GOD. i need to start praying.


the past few days have been fine. just that with certain things happening, and going to school EVERYDAY, my energy is running low. really low. i come home from school tired and sleepy.but i can't plonk myself onto the bed. because there are so mnay thingsi wnt to do. like housework and blogging. but by the time i finish my housework, t'll be too late to start blogging and going online. so my dears, i wont be going online as often anymore.


ok. i sound as if i have this HUGE obsession with housework. NO i don't ok. and i think i'm obsessed with Dor The Explorer. thanks to RJ. i mean, she keeps singing the songs and i seriously thinks she looks like dora the explorer. goodness!

my goodness. i think i should stop listening to sexyback. because yesterday, when i was washing the bowls and stuff, we were singing sexyback. then came to a part when they had this 'whoo!' part. so my sister, as usual, doing unglam stuff poited her index finger upwards and swung forward. going "WHOO!" and guess what? the man who was going into the lift saw my sister in the kitchen and frowned. GOSH! haha! looks like i'm not the only one doing unglamourous stuff.

in june, i went back for one of the junior band practices. and i didn't silent my phone. so my phone rang. and i was like oh shit! so in the music room, i jumped over three rows of chairs in two jumps. then i ran out. and guess what mr de said? "i like the way she runs" GOD. you know how embarrassing that is? in front of the whole junior band, there i was jumping and running like a mad woman!


ok. that's it. i'm going to stop bloging. i'm going to wash the toilet. bye.


*kill me before monday. i don't want to die.):

so, i haven't been updating. because i've been wanting to consolidate all the stuff that happened into this post. so i shall start with what happened TODAY.

ok. i think you all already know that i hate the maid right? ever since like 3 maids ago, there was one who got sent home. she was a THEIF. so then i bet she probably cursed us because all the subsequent maids were all stupid. so then, the previous one that could work left because of some family issues. now this current maid is just really annoying and has a bloody attitude problem.

my sister made a prayer in her blog.

Quoted:

Jill (4:13)

"thou shalt give me the wisdom and strength to stop thy self from killing her. i pray for your blessings o lord, that a miracle shalt fall unto her. let her be smart over night and thy shall be eternally greatful. thy wilt learn to forgive her sins and patience shalt be a virtue of thine."

taken from the DaGreat gospel.

that was the prayer. BUT, her prayer, miraculously, WORKED. better than expected.

SHE. IS. GONE. *throws confetti*

YAY!!!!!(:

haha. she got fired this morning. because of many reasons. but there was one because she BROKE, i repeat broke, the shower. you know that metal thing that holds the shower head... yah. she broke it. and this morning, that dangerous thing almost fell on my head. i could have died in there! so anyways, i think i didn't murder anybody in my past life. because god has blessed me with such great fortune. gosh. thanks God, i'll buy you candy canes during christmas!!(:

haha. so band yesterday and today. nothing much. just kept playing Virginia and stuff. how mundane. but oh well. Rujing and candy kept entertaining us. so FUN!! about the alchohol swab thing and the c..... (you want to know?? come and ask ME!!!) haha.

oh. and we like singing A LOT. RJ/dipsy/dora the explorer likes to sing the Dora the Explorer theme song(you know the du-du-du-du-du dora) and the powerpuff girls theme song. and i like christmas songs and hyms. haha! makes me sound so holy. ah wells.

oh man. i'm supposed to go for some band com meeting thingy. damned. it's like at 10 in the morning. and yah. audrey liaw/chicken and farah/bobina wants me to go. whywhywhy?
haiya. and i was thinking of sleeping in.


ok. i'm really lazy. time for some more sleep. NO!!! HOUSEWORK. =( but i'm still glad she's gone.

i agree totally to this sentence.

"the steadfast love of the lord never ceases.
his mercies never come to an end."

sing it with me dears!!!(:

i'm feeling well, odd.
stole this from some blog.


You're supposed to get below 30 points in total tobe considered an ange and if its over..you are a DEVIL.
1) smoked b4 []
2) drink alcohol b4 [x]
3) slept with someone of the opposite sex []
4) slept with someone of the same sex [x]
5) gotten into any fights []
6) kissed someone of the opposite sex b4 [] daddy not considered right?
7) kissed someone of the same sex b4 [x]
8) had someone in your room of the opposite sex []
9) scold vulgarities [x]
10) bought porn [ ]
TOTAL:4
11) take drugs b4 []
12) hate going to the doctors []
13) lied to your parents [x]
14) lied to a friend [x]1
15) sneak out of the house []
17) cut yourself []
18) hurt someone [x]
19) wished someone to die [x]
20) seen someone die []
TOTAL:4
21) missed curfew [x]
22) stayed out all night []
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself []
24) been to a therapist []
25) been to rehab [ ]
26) dyed your hair []
27) received a ticket []
28) been in a wreck [ ]
29) been to a club [ ]
30) been to a bar [ ]
TOTAL:1
31) been to a wild party []
32) seen the Mardi Gras [ ]
33) had a fight []
34) had a spring break in Florida [ ]
35) sniffed anything [x]
36) wore black nail polish before []
37) wore wrist bands [x]
38) wore t-shirts with band names [ ]
39) wore black eyeliner [x]
40) own a 50 cent CD [ ]
TOTAL :3
41) hugged someone of the opposite sex []
42) hugged someone of the same sex [x]
43) gone out with someone of the opposite sex []
44) gone out with someone of the same sex [x]
45) stole something [ ]
46) been too drunk to remember anything [ ]
47) blacked out [ ]
48) fainted [x]
49) had a crush on your neighbour [ ]
50) had someone else snuck into your room []
TOTAL:3
51) snuck into someone else's room []
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ]
53) had gone and watched movies with friends [x]
54) dry humped someone [ ]
55) been called a sl*t [ ]
56) called someone a sl*t[x]
57) installed speakers in your car [ ]
58) broke a mirror []
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [ ]
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush []
TOTAL:2
61) consider Mac,Dr Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper [ ]
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters []
63) going out with friends to the mall [x]
64) skipped school [x]
65) had an eating disorder [ ]
66) had hurt yourself b4 []
67) gone to court [ ]
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying[]
69) caught something on fire []
70) lied about your age [x]
TOTAL:3
71) owned an apartment [ ]
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend []
73) cheated with someone []
74) got in trouble with the police [ ]
75) talked to a stranger []
76) hugged a stranger [ ]
77) kissed a stranger [ ]
78) rode in the car with a stranger [ ]
79) been sexually harassed [x]
80) been verbally harassed [x]
TOTAL: 2
81) met face to face with someone you met online []
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight []
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[]
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight [ ]
85) been to a fair []
86) been called a bad influence []
87) been cursed [ ]
88) prank called someone [x]
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex []
90) cheated on a test [x]
TOTAL:2
91) cheated on homework [x]
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex [] .
93) wants to be dead []
94) cuts yourself b4 []
95) hate yourself []
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you []
97) had a crush on someone younger than you[]
98) worn eyeliner []
99) worn contact lense []
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [ ]
TOTAL:1
GRAND TOTAL: 22

i'm a super GOOD GIRL!!(:

ccps today. not exactly fun. nor good. because it wasn't much of a performance. it was more of a well, reception. where people EAT and just can't really be bothered. WONDERFUL. it didn't really matter to me whether they were watching or not. honestly, what really bothered me the most was the fact that they were EATING. yes. while playing every song, namely fever, smoke on the water, fantasy on an irish air and pirates of the carribean, i was practically looking at the people eating whenever i had a reat. like GOSH. i felt like drinking teh ping. so they were munching on their food and we were left there, playing and watching them chewing away, unappreciated and perspiring. oh wells. but when we were done, that's when the fun started. when we went back to the CCPS band room(they have a ROOM!! it's air conditioned and stuff.[:), mr de sent some food up. then everybody got high when they saw food. it looked as thugh we like had starved for 10 years. especially ru jing. SUUPER greedy...


ahaha. i really don't wat to go for the combine thingy. so celestia, you're going. because i honestly feel VERY inferior. i mean yah. we're a silver medal band. what's more, we can't sight read for goodness sake. my sight reading SUCKS. yes. but st andrews, st patricks and siglap are GOLD medal bands. so obviously they'll fare better. and at first i though we could just you know look through the set piece like for days before going for the combine. but NO.... i was so terribly wrong. because we'll recieve our set piece on the 27th of november(that's fucking late, idiots!) and the combine is on the 27th of november. shitshitshit. GREAT. how great. i am so screwed. because if celestia ann doesn't go, i am screwed to the ground.
why?

1. i'll most probably cry on that day. (mr glosz is terrifying.)
2. i'll embarass my poor self that day.
3. they'll remember me as the idiot who can't play.

woohoo. this is the time to confess how pathetic i am. well, what's new. kill me really. how horrifying. i am so going to die. whalalala. why must i be cursed with such a horrible life? i think i murdered somebody in my past life. so this is RETRIBUTION.


i was chatting with cindy over msn yesterday and i realised how slow i am. and of course, how pathetic i am. i mean, cindy typed out lines of words with so many "XxX" inside. i mean she was telling about the funny language. i mean yah, it's funny and it's really good humour but, i wonder, do people really speak like that?? i mean, whatever she typed out, i couldn't understand a single shit. and there she was, enjoying the laughter on her own. i don't blame her for laughing but my point is, what is the world becoming to? what the hell is "ii lurRbBe euu WworRrXxX" and "ii duNch nOe." i mean, i just found out what it meant yesterday. the first line means i love you and the last word is a cantonese(dialect) slang that can only be used when you're in hong kong or speaking in cantonese. that, i know because i myself speak cantonese. but i didn't know that was what it was. the second line means i don't know.

i am so utterly disgusted by this. when i though short forms were bad enough. but no. this is the most disgusting and mortifying thing i have seen in my life! it's not even english! what happened to the speak good english movement? what hapened to the "hua yu cool!" movement? what happened?! the words or rather, they call it the "ah lian language" to me is a big black sack of GARBAGE. so this is the standard of english they have in singapore. this is the type of people who inhabit the country with the best airport. this is the type of people who inhabit the cleanest country. wow. i am not saying everyone is like that because, i am sure there are people who feel the same as me, i am sure. because i cannot imagine a courtroom filled with people speaking and writing nothing but rubbish like this:

"hahaXxx"
"luRbbE"
"WoRrXxX"
"duNch"

i feel that as the country is progressing, the language standard is dipping. really. you don't see lee kuan yew and lee hsian long speaking like that do you? come on. it's really high time we should learn from them. i'm not asking you to be like the british and speak perfect english all the time. i just need you to speak in proper sentences. and of course, correct tenses and grammer. i'm fine if you don't have a giant vocabulary. just speak proper english, and use simple words. that is all it takes. which i think every singaporean who has been to school will be able to manage.(:


yes. i should stop critiscizing. because i feel really mean. the next time i see a blog with those words, i won't give a shit anymore. because i have made my point. i'll just burst out in huge laughter and skip to the next blog.

so that's it i guess. bye.


*because love is so easy to feel but the hardest thing to say...
i'm hooked onto 98 degrees!

stiffly. that's how my nose is feeling. sad life really. i wonder how i am going to wake up at around 4 plus or 5 am in the morning and make it for the CCPS performance...


ha. went to see the doctor yesterday... then she was about to give me an MC for today. but no. i didn't need it. so she said by friday i should recover. so that's good. but at the moment, i need a brush and stick it down my windpipe. and, my nose feels like it's going to fall off. PLUS, my pee now smells like anti-biotics. eeew.

ahaha. i want to watch the millionaire show staring the gorgeous hyun bin(scroll DOWN!!:D)
because my sister watched and she cried. criedcriedcried. i can't believe it. i was amazed okay... because she said that it was so sad when the girl died in his arms... oh.


ok. i am so totally addicted to these little red round balls. okay. that sounds WRONG. i am addicted to HAW BALLS. (: ok. they taste so good! because i currently can't taste anything. so sweet is good!! HAHA.

i am going to STEAL eunice's X BOX. and after that, i'll STEAL cindy's PS2.(:

oh wells. i'll keep this short and sweet i guess. off to take some more anti-biotics. sick. yupps.
bye.

ps. see mr. llama?? go feed him. click on the "more" button if you're wondering.

don't look at me. ask audrey liaw.
here's a quiz. yes. i'm tagged. YAY!(=

1)how old did you wish you were?
i'm happy with my age now.(=
2) where were you when 911 happened?
at home waching TV.
3) what do you do when vending machine steals your money?
bang the machine. then curse and swear at it. like "fuck it lah!!!"
4) do you count yourself kind?
yes. i'm very kind.
5) if you had to get a tatoo, where would it be?
i don't want a tatoo.. it hurts.
6) if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
japanese so that i can watch my shows. and french so i can swear and people don't even know
7) do you know your neighbours?
yah. opposite is some weird family and next door is ever changing. used to be some china woman, korean family and now the japanese family with a wailing kid.
8) what do you consider a vacation?
when i'm not in singapore and i can eat without feeling guilty.
9) do you follow your horoscope?
sometimes. when i'm bored.
10) would you move for the person you love?
move what? move house? NO.
11) are you touchy feely?
hell no. i don't like people touching me. i'll freak!
12) do you believe that opposites attract?
yah. like magnets.
13) dream job?
owning a chain of hotels. but not running them. people run them for me. HAHA.
14) favorite channels?
channel 5, channel u.
15) favorite place to go on weekends?
some restaurant.
16) showers or baths?
showers and baths.
17) do you paint your nails?
no. my sister paints them for me.(=
18) do you trust people easily?
depends on who lah.
19) what are your phobias?
many. go see one of my posts.
20) do you want kids?
yes. 2 or 3. maybe.
21) do you keep a handwritten journal?
yah.
22) where would you rather be right now?
at the doctor's, collecting medication to get rid of this horrible sickness.
23) who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
mummy(=
24) heavy or light sleeper?
HEAVY. i sleep like a log. ask cindy.(=
25) are you paranoid?
yes. depends lah.
26) are you impatient?
very. i don't like to wait.
27) who can you relate to?
what subject are we talking about. so it's dependable. if it's like talking crap, anyone really.
28) how do you feel about interracial couples?
no comments.
29) have you been burned by love?
burned?? no.
30) what's your favorite pick-up line?
pick up lines are stupid. want my number? just ask.
31) what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
hey mr dj. but it's like forever on silent.
32) what were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping and sneezing away, feeling sickly and gross.
33) what did the last text on your cellphone say?
i can't type it out here. because that will cause harm to eunice's safety and privacy.
34) whose bed did you sleep in last?
mine la. then?
35) what color shirt are you wearing?
big and white.(=
36) most recent movie you watched?
hmm...oh man. i don't remember.
37) name three things you have on you at all times.
clothes, underwear,nails.
38) what color are your bedsheets?
yellow. ugh, disgusting.
39) how much cash do you have on you right now?
i don't have cash on me now.
40) what is your favorite part of the chicken?
WINGS!(=
41) what's your favorite town/city?
at the moment? singapore.
42) i cant wait till...?
i feel less sickly and i recover from this shit. hawaii maybe.
43) what did you have for dinner last night?
porridge.
44) do you own a gun?
no. i own those water pistols though.
45) what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
coffee or tea. teh ping!!
46) where do you think you'll be in 10 years time?
working? maybe dating.
47) last thing you ate?
3 sausage buns.
48) what songs do you sing in the toilet?
i don't sing in the toilet.
49) last thing that made you laugh?
kim sam soon i watched last night.
50) worst injury you've ever had?
when i fell so badly that the whole skin on my left knee came off. thank god there was no scar.
51) does someone have a crush on you?
erm. i'm not answering this.
52) what's your favorite candy?
those jap candies. yum.
53) what song do you want played at your funeral?
gong xi fa cai!! no. the first 32 bars of fantasy on an irish air. along those lines lah.
54) four random people to do this?
RJ! Qihui! Jill! Cornelius!

mahaha. i feel like super sickly now. i can't sleep anything away. just pray that i'll recover by tomorrow. otherwise... i won't be able to do anything. and i can't perform on friday...

damn it!! why can't people just use their own names. they just had to use my name. IDIOT.
FUCK YOU.

argh. i'm going to see a doctor later. till then. wish me luck.

ahaha. band today. cleaned the band room. i can't believe that 90 people can make such a HUGE mess.


natalie and i were weighing the pros and cons of being in SAC and a mixed school. natalie said she was deprived of boys. so i was thinking aloud. like when you're in a mixed school, do you think you'll be able to go"oh shit/fuck!!!! my mens just came!!!" or" anybody got pad??!! i don't like the 40 cents pad from the toilet!!"??i mean, they might not be as opened minded as we are. and do you even think that they have those pad and tampon machines in mixed schools? stripping and changing into our PE attire, comparing bra colour and boob sizes would never happpen. but in a co-ed school, there will almost 0 percent of lesbian-ism and bung-a-nism. maybe a few babies popping out here and there. eunice and nttalie want to go into a mixed school. why?? it's a clear cut answer. to see boys. haii... those 2 boy crazy people... oh well. birds of a feather flock together...


i think pretencious people should go and die. really. like "oh my god!! i'm so concerned!! i want to help you!! your problem is my problem!! i want to help you!! if you need any help, just come to me!! i really want to help you!!" yadayada. like GET A LIFE WOULD YOU!! it's like just because i have a problem(i don't lah. it's just an example.), you don't have to stick your awfully large nose into my business. it's like if i needed help, i would have asked you for it a long time ago. but even if i were to ask, the last person i would ask is you. it's always better to keep your bloody mouth shut and let people think you're stupid, then open you mouth and prove it.

no worries. nobody pissed me off today. it's just taht i found out that some people who never cared for the band and dislike us are suddenly having a change of heart!! oh wow!! just because we are starting to accomplish something and we are going to hawaii, people are flocking to us like bees to honey. i seriously HATE hypocritical people. then when we were down and out, did they even care?? did they even bother to lend a hand? did they even bother to ask us in their pretencious ways?? ever since the concert this year, the opinions of some have started to change. but last year, when we were sad and not really accomplishing much, did they bother at all?? they would just sit there with they're habds and legs crossed, waiting and watching to see how we'll die. and when we achieve something, they'll just acclaim credit. ohh so we do the work and you get the fame?? what kind of sick logic is that??

AHH. i've heard the news. FUCK IT LAH.

a few good men.


yes that's my post title today. reason? well, i've been watching a whole lot of tv recently and i've decided to share my joy with all of you. the people you see below are probably a few of the hottest asians nad my sisters, my cousins and my mum probably have been crazy over them for the past few years.


number 5 on my list is: Daniel Wu

















he's this hong kong artiste who's brought up in the states. he knows kung fu and he's like super hot i tell you!!! AHHH!(= but i could only find this nice looking picture... very saddening.

4. Nicholas Tse
















i think we all know who he is yah?? but i can't stand it. he's just freaking good looking! but there is like bad publicity. but bad publicity is still publicty. so who cares??

3. daniel something.















he's the kim sam soo guy. the henry. OH MY GOD. he's like super hot can?? my gosh.(=

2. hyun bin.
















oh my god!! he's like the hottest of the hottest!!! and he's korean!! and he's freaking good looking!!! how can anyone look soooooo good!!! my god!!! ahh!! and like whoa!!! he's so handsome!! ahh!!!

and finally my number


1. takuya kimura


























yes. he's number 1 and will always be number 1. he's a heart-throb don't you think? i mean yes. he's turning 34 today. listen. he's freaking old, married and a smoker. but how can he look sooooooooooooooooooooooooo good?? my golly gosh. but i don't care because he's freaking hot. what's more, he's a model!! for levis and kanebo. yupps. so he's just this really good looking japanese actor. lovely(=


mahahaha. please. don't you think they're really good looking?? AAAAHHH!!! I'LL JUST DIE WATCHING THEM.(=

tata.

i see abigail. not much of a surprise eh?? you're so gonna get it from me. when you enter the band. muahahahaha(=

in the past 24 hours have you
cried: no.
worn jeans: no.
met someone: yah. many actually. about 115 mybe? the whole entire SACCB.(=
done laundry: no. i have a maid lah.
went hungry: no. i'm always satisfying my craving.
talked on phone: yah.
say i love you: no.

Do You Believe
In yourself: yah. like duh-uh.
your friends: yah. sure. why not.
tooth fairy: no. i tried. didn't wake up seeing any money.
destiny/fate: no. it's like a pile load of crap that people who don't get what they want throw themselves into.
ghost: yah. i scared.
UFO: no.

Friends And Life
do you ever wished you had another name: no! i like my name. it's so nice.
do you like anyone: ....
which of your friends act most like you: none. i'm special.
when you cry the most who was there: my friends.
whats the best feeling in the world: euphoria and the adrenalin rush.(=
whats the worst feeling in the world: that depressed and sickly feeling?
what time is it now: 4.51pm. singapore time.

Which Is Better
chocolate or vanilla: vanilla.
coke or pepsi: coke. it's sweeter.
love or lust: love.

Your Pick
macs or KFC: macdonalds. KFC is really oily.
single or group dates: single i guess.
adidas or nike: adidas
cappucino or coffee: coffee. mm.

Do You
smoke: no. and i never will. just lick the road lah.
curse: yes. i swear too. it's uncouth. i know. but i'm trying to kick the habit.
take a shower: yah!! i bathe too.
have a crush: ...
think you've been in love: ...
like school: no. the only thing i look forward too is the 1.45 bell and band...
want to get married: yah. duh-uh.
believe in yourself: yah. i thought i answered already. so quit asking.
think you are a health freak: no. unless i'm dieting. which is never.

In The Past Month
drank alcohol: yah. it was just a little bit...
to the mall: yah. thrice.
been on stage: yah. i can climb onto it whenevr i feel like doing that.
eaten sushi: yah. but i want to eat again...
been dumped: no.
gone skating: no.
dyed your hair: no.
Have you ever
played a stripping game: no.
changed who you were to fit in: no.

Getting Old
age you're hoping to get married: 27?? i don't know.
i love: many things. me. my family. roasted chicken wings. and .....
i feel: happy!(=
i hide: secrets. i HAVE skeletons in my closet. so shut up.
i miss: eating chicken wings.
i need: something really cold and sweet. like ribena slush. and a hug.(=

ELEVEN PEOPLE U WOULD LIKE THEM TO DO
anyone. those in my links go do lah.

Here's the other quiz
5 years ago[i was]: a SACPS student. thinking about what's for dinner.
5 snacks which i enjoy: chips! candy!! chicken wings! seaweed.(= winter melon tea??
5 songs which i knew all the lyrics: sunday morning by maroon 5, accidently in love by counting crows, all the songs by backstreet boys. i think that's more than 5.
5 things i will do if i have a million dollars: dump it in the bank. change the fridge. change the tv and install tv in my room. install cable vision. change my phone. then split the money with my family then go shopping and eating. then go holidaying. then change my phone. HAHA.
5 places i would run away to: band room, hawaii!! home. i won't runaway. i'm happy here.(=
5 things i would not wear: CROCS. bell bottoms. big shirts, baggy pants and men's clothing??
5 bad habits: eating a lot, sleeping like a log, being sarcastic, running into escapism and being lazy.
5 biggest joy: being born into this family, being in the band, eating, sleeping and knowing *stuff.*
5 types of people i would date: smart, special, sensitive, appreciative and happy people. being good looking and charming is an added bonus though.(=


ahaha. i think there is a difference between smart and clever. because smart can be looking smart and stuff. but clever is just well, clever. so yah. there is a difference.

ah. i don't know. i'm really sorry that i didn't go for the POP. because it was so far and yah. so i'm really sorry audrey and sherri.=(

oh wells then. 20th december is coming! yay!(=

byebye. till then.

ahaha. i haven't blogged in ages. so yah. i feel really rusty. so let's see what my goldfish-memory can bring me.

ok. i did completely nothing on monday and tuesday. so then comes wednesday. ok. had band and played virginia. ok. it wasn't as good... because there was no first trombone. plus, we haven't played that since god knows when. that's or SYF piece some more.. i'm like so rusty... and yesterday, i so totally screwed up my warm-ups. the articulation excercise. my gosh! it was so fast! and my hands couldn't move fast enough! and then mr de was like wrist! then i forgot my notes. then i skipped 3 bars. urgh!! so embarrassing... i'm like so dead can...


there's a performance at CCPS!! woohoo! we're going to play fantasy on an irish air. and pirstes of the carribean. WHEE!(= i like pirates! it's like so fun! because it's quite easy. only the woodwinds find it difficult. because it is.HAHA.


ok. ru jing! we shall share our RAPID COMFORT and our gay princess tissues. because the loyang people will find us retarded!! and they'll porbably laugh at us. but when we play we'll probably be better than them. because ZENA. HAHAHAHAHAH!(=


AH WELLS. i have no idea on what to blog anymore. ohoh. i'm so hooked onto accidently in love by counting crows.(=


*i hate you,
but i love you.
i can't stop thinking of you.

as you all should know by now, i have just added a song to my blog. but it keeps closing down when the chorus of "sexyback" plays. because bloody windows has to encounter some shitty error. so, i have found the rot of the problem. and that is, iWeb Music. yes. i know. so now, instead of the music going on loop and having to close it down, it shall be STOPPABLE. happy? and thanks audrey, for pointing that out for me. i know you love me!(=


ahaha. i've been blog hopping and found this crazy singer, vitas. my god! he's so freaky i tell you. he's this male soprano and his voice is dangerously high. he sounds like this siren. so i figured, when there is like war, there is no need for that bugle or horn. there's always vitas! emplified by a loudloudloud hailer. no offence.(=

aha! got the video!(=




this man is crazy i tell you. just go watch it. you'll pee in your pants.


oh. my sister's hair stinks now beause she rebonded it. that stinky chemical smell. ugh. disgsting. plus, she can't wash her hair for 2 whole days. GREAT. she's going to whine about it. i'm sure. well, she has to bear with it. otherwise, her hair will be curly and stuff again.


ok. i'm going to change the blog thingy now. damn the iWebMusic.


if the sun should refuse to rise
and the moon doesn't hang in the night
the tides won't change
seasons re-arrange
and the world is through
i will still love you.

*i'm hooked onto 98degrees.(=

i cut my hair. WOOHOO!!!!(=

but it still looks long. and i have FRINDGE!! something i didn't have since primary 3. it's a great feeling to see you frindge at a total different length from the rest of your hair.


wanted to stab the guy who washed my hair today. he was obviously inexperienced. it hurt when he washed my hair. and, i was already freaking cold, then he had to blow my hair using the cold wind. so i was shivering. booo you.

aha. something made me so annoyed today at the salon. it was this crazy bitch and her husband. this caucasin man came in asking for a haircut. in which i honestly think he doesn't need because his hair is like SUPER short. so i don't think he needed a haircut. so he came in, asking fora hair cut. so then this male hairdresser offered to cut his hair, rather, shave his head. so after cutting, that crazy bitch comes in and starts scolding the hairdresser for cutting her husbands hair unevenly. FOR GOD'S SAKE! i wouldn't even call that hair!!! it looks like very short fur!! that "hair"is so little and stubby. and that crazy bitch just yells at him. like what the hell is her problem lah. i don't see how that little snip would disturb her husband much. i would be so embarrassed if i was the husband. or i would just stab her. IDIOTIC bitch lah she. so smart you go and cut lah. and it was a freaking 25 dollars for something you didn't even need to do. that's like total caprine idiocy.


haha. had laksa/ramyuen/char kway teow/chocolate eclair/durian puff. and i'm eating prawn noodles for dinner later. YAY. and guess what? my mum thinks i'm anorexic or bullimic. and io told her that i didn't have this crazy obsession with dieting and i eat normally. plus i don't eat and puke the chicken wings out of me. so yah. i am just losing weight although i'm eating more.


so yeah. you'll get to see me with my new hair on wednesday!!


ps. qihui!! i'll do this quiz someday. i'll remember.

*i will get there. somehow.

i have a sudden urge to eat roast chicken. especially those honey-glazed ones. oh my. i think those you can buy from the coffee shop which you dip with lime juice and chilli sounds not bad too. argh. i really need to watch my weight.


i think i should stop myself from surfing the net. somebody chain me to the toilet! because everytime i surf the net, i'll most probably see something that will make me super annoyed! i mean yah. it's nothing to do with me and yes i should just mind my own business but seriously, i feel angry FOR her.(audrey the chicken[pok pok!(=], the" her" is you.) yah. i can't believe people are that shameless. it's like yah. urgh. go find something else to occupy yourself you pea-brained sized baboon. oh, if you're wondering who i'm talking about, it's this person C**** H**** J*** P***. go figure.


freak! the urge of eating chicken is still there!! oh my god! i need an older brother. one who is like 24 maybe? one who'll love us so much that he'll go when any of my sisters' say "eh, i feel like eating roasted chicken wings/char siew pao/ prawn noodles/ nasi lemak." oh man. i want an older brother. i mean yes. my parents still go and buy pao because THEY feel like eating it. but not when i feel like eating roasted chicked wings!=(


oh yah, i just looked at my CCA schedule and i just realised that there are KILLER PRACTICES. 9 am-5pm. that means we have to fall-in at 8.30am. and we'll most probably be dismissed at 5.30. AHHHHH!!!! my goodness! oh and there is a combine with loyang secondary school band on the 4th of december. i'm pretty excited. i mean they call mr de SIR. everything is like "yes sir" or "no sir" or "thank you sir". unlike us. we have a super long and draggy "yyyyeeeesss." and a super long and draggy "nnnnnnoooooo". what's more, we don't call him SIR. we calll him mr de. so it's the "thank you sir" thingy goes like this:"thhaaaannnkkk yyyouuu mr deeee, maayyy gawd blesss you everydayyyyy." please. i don't type with extra letters or anything, so that's why i don't know where to add the extra letters. so if it looks awfully weird, forgive me. anyways, the extra letters are meant to show how dragy our greetings and responses are. HAHA. so whe they come to our school, it'll be a MAJOR culture shock. though we're of the same culture. so cultureshock really wouldn't make any sense. so i don't make sense. ahh forget it.

HA. percussion was on duty today. so i made the percussion girls clear all our SPIT. woohooo! thanks eunice! no. should be thanks percussion! because she didn't touch it.(= normally we would clear our own spit but today's one was absolutely gross. thanks to ru jing's great idea of laying out the tisue in one straight line so we could empty our saliva on one piece of tissue. little did she realise that it would seep right THROUGH. whoo(=. so we obviously didn't clear it. so yay.


oh yah. i was blog hopping, and i saw this thing video this person uploaded on Vitas, the russian soprano. like oh my god. his voice is freakishly HIGH. as in he can reach high notes and low notes lah. not as if he didn't go throgh puberty and his voice didn't break. after listening to this, maria carey had better hide her face somewhere(how about her disgusting and giannormously-large chest??). by the way, giannormous is a word that is crossed between giant and enormous.(=


7-11ed with elsie again today. before taht had 2plain pratas and 3 otahs. yumm.(= i think they have the best prata, other than the one opposite MOE branch, in which i only came to know about it when i went for the crash course before ballon hat.

oh man. i still feel like eating that roast chicken thingy. not you ah, audrey. as in a real chicken with feathers.


please STOP calling me pang sai ah! and POH WAI YEE, don't think i didn't know that you told eunice ok?? she say her husband told her, then ahem told her. last time she say GOD told her. wow. she's so amazing. and stupid POH WAI YEE. i know it's you. because you're the only one who knew, dear. couldn't be than who??


i'm going to continue to sing the "who stole the cookie from the cookie jar" song. till then.



*i'm getting there.

sitting in front of the computer screen, feeling full and looking sickly, i read this post which said this:

" what if i were to go away?"
" what if i never came back?"
" what if i told you i want to see you one last time?"

then it struck me. what if i had to leave? what if i never came back? gosh. i never did wonder. what would happen to me? i mean, leaving and never coming back means adapting to a whole new environment. would i be like sarah teng? i mean, we still keep in touch with her. or would i become a hermit and live the rest of my life in a secluded srea where even psycho killers don't dare to enter. i don't know. i really don't know. leaving with my family is fine. but what about my school friends? what about the bandies that i had so much fun with? what about you? i really don't know.


i don't know what's up with me these days. my life has become so mundane. nothing much is actually happening. time to wait i guess. till the combine during the last week of november. combine with siglap secondayr school, st patrick's school, st andrew's school and st anthony's canossian band. yups. females are MINORITY. and that, is NOT good. oh, and i'm going to malaysia during christmas week. i'm most probably bringing my phone along, so you can msg me. but i won't reply. HAHA.


i'm just feeling rather moody nowadays. i'm losing interest in almost everything. so i'm trying to just concentrate on music. nothing else.

oh. in case you're wondering, i got into 3.6. they're taking pure literature. so buh-bye GEOGRAPHY and hello SHAKESPEARE! WOOHOO!(= thank goodness for literature. if not, i'll just die. oh, i opted for POA instead of A math. i can't do algebra for goodness sakes. i can't multiply fractions properly. yeah. i'm a loser.


i don't know. cindy poh wai yee is in a different class from me. that's saddening. cindy!! you've got to lend me the book ok?? please?(=

ahaha. patience is a ____________. someone fill in that blank. we all know it's a virtue. but i don't have that virtue. i was never virtuous anyway. i mean yah. i'm an impatient person. i hate to wait and queue. that's why i never liked queueing up for food during recess. yes. i am not virtuous.


i guess that's all i have to say. i'm going to drown myself in the music. and i'm hooked onto pirates of the carribean soundtrack. and guess what? i am hooked onto these little pieces of brown candy wrapped with colourful cellophane paper. and gosh! they taste so good!! it's coconut candy! i don't know. i like anything that has to do with coconuts. yum.(=

*i am not virtuous.

i feel so blahblahblah. i have no idea why.



i don't feel like updating. stab me.



there are so many spaces. weird. i don't know why either.



there is something wrong with my hair. i know it. kissing it goodbye on sunday. WOOHOO!(=



i'm hooked onto pirates. weird.



know something? i feel happy today. because YOU have made my life worthwhile, though YOU don't even know it. thanks but anyhows, you'll never see this.





bye.