ahaha. band today. cleaned the band room. i can't believe that 90 people can make such a HUGE mess.


natalie and i were weighing the pros and cons of being in SAC and a mixed school. natalie said she was deprived of boys. so i was thinking aloud. like when you're in a mixed school, do you think you'll be able to go"oh shit/fuck!!!! my mens just came!!!" or" anybody got pad??!! i don't like the 40 cents pad from the toilet!!"??i mean, they might not be as opened minded as we are. and do you even think that they have those pad and tampon machines in mixed schools? stripping and changing into our PE attire, comparing bra colour and boob sizes would never happpen. but in a co-ed school, there will almost 0 percent of lesbian-ism and bung-a-nism. maybe a few babies popping out here and there. eunice and nttalie want to go into a mixed school. why?? it's a clear cut answer. to see boys. haii... those 2 boy crazy people... oh well. birds of a feather flock together...


i think pretencious people should go and die. really. like "oh my god!! i'm so concerned!! i want to help you!! your problem is my problem!! i want to help you!! if you need any help, just come to me!! i really want to help you!!" yadayada. like GET A LIFE WOULD YOU!! it's like just because i have a problem(i don't lah. it's just an example.), you don't have to stick your awfully large nose into my business. it's like if i needed help, i would have asked you for it a long time ago. but even if i were to ask, the last person i would ask is you. it's always better to keep your bloody mouth shut and let people think you're stupid, then open you mouth and prove it.

no worries. nobody pissed me off today. it's just taht i found out that some people who never cared for the band and dislike us are suddenly having a change of heart!! oh wow!! just because we are starting to accomplish something and we are going to hawaii, people are flocking to us like bees to honey. i seriously HATE hypocritical people. then when we were down and out, did they even care?? did they even bother to lend a hand? did they even bother to ask us in their pretencious ways?? ever since the concert this year, the opinions of some have started to change. but last year, when we were sad and not really accomplishing much, did they bother at all?? they would just sit there with they're habds and legs crossed, waiting and watching to see how we'll die. and when we achieve something, they'll just acclaim credit. ohh so we do the work and you get the fame?? what kind of sick logic is that??

AHH. i've heard the news. FUCK IT LAH.