the internet is up and going people!! WOOHOO!(:

haven't been online for the past few days due to the 7.1 richter scale earth quake tht happened in taiwan. the quake has disrupted internet connections. therefore, i as a singtel user, have my internet down. TADAH! i know my stuff okay.

yup. so many things have happened for the few days i haven't been online and stuff. i just realised how foolish i am. wishful thinking huh.

oh, my sister's not coming home today. she's staying at a friend's to do her project. which means i have the whole bed to myself. WHEE!

cindy poh's going away from tomorrow until the 2nd of january. :(
buddy!! you've got to come back soon!!

HAHA. i think i've lost my long post touch. must be the thought of school re opening and homework and _____ clouding my mind. SHIT LAHH.

oh, remember the song i put in my last post? it's called "close to you" by the Carpenters. you know. the one who sang "top of the world" and stuff.

oh wells. going off to read blogs. see ya.

yup. i'm done.

this christmas is the best and the worst.

yet, i do feel lighter.

wonderful.

i feel happy. i feel sad. i feel...

EMO

oh well.

just like me, they long to be.
close to you.

go figure out what song it is. i heard it some where..

ah. ask me in school.
and i see if i like you.
if i like you, i'll tell you. if i don't, too bad.
those whom i tell, you lips and fate are sealed.
spill a word and off with youur head.

byebye.

I'M BACK!!!!(:





the view from at night. those 2 things are the towers okay.
there was this laundry basket, and i found my sister hiding in it. she said she was a turtle.

CAKE TIME!!

Secret recipie is still as yummy as before.



RANDOM SHOTS.

left over pizza for supper.

we want LONGEVITY.

THINGS WE SELDOM SEE IN THE MALL.

hermit crab?

raccoon.

GECKO.

what the hell are those white stuff on the christmas tree?? is it supposed to be like snow or like cloth?

HAAH. oh well. i guess that's it.
till then.

and so i have decided to continue blogging. because almost everything i mentioned is settled. christmas cards are just lacking those licking and stamping. and my personal issues? that's for me to know and for you to find out.(:


went for band just now. haven't played in like ages(actually, it's only been a week...) so i'm like rusty. then audrey.sherri,farah and weelyn called us in for some "talk" thingy. then there was this point she mentioned. "settle all personal diputes and stuff. can you imagine going to hawaii with your enemy?" i thought about it. and i realised this.
i don't hate her. i'm serious. i don't have a streak of hatred for her. i don't feel ANYTHING for her. i don't like her, i don't hate her, i don't love her. so what does this mean? it looks to me as though there's nothing to settle at all. because i suppose the opposite of love is not hate. it's indifference. so i guess there'll be nothing to settle since there's no dispute. so whether she lives or dies, it doesn't affect me. if i hated her, i'd wish for her to die right? so i guess that's the end. a real big full-stop.


enough of the sudden rush of being EMO. so, i'll move on to happier topics.

it's been raining and raining for the past 72 hours. and it's COLD. the water i mean. when you turn on the tap. so, what has this heavy rain taught miss jeanette ong?

the rain has taught me:

• the importance of an umbrella, jacket and pocket tissues in your bag.
• to appreciate the water heater; and
• to understand why those steps to enter the condominium were built. although i dreadfully climb them, but it's to save our asses. so that we don't drown during heavy rains since geylang is a low-lying area.

there. that's all it's taught me. well, i mean, i learn new things everyday. good for me i guess. i'll upload pictures tomorrow. when i'm free.

going for temasek concert later. please pray i won't sleep. because i'll be to engrossed in looking the concert.

:D

byebye.

i have never looked so much forward to a holiday. for the first time in my life, i am actually EXCITED to go for the short trip to malaysia. i mean, normally, i would be a little unwillng to go because my friends are in sngapore and i have loads to do and say to them, but this time, i just need this break really badly. i want a break from band(though i enjoy it), i want a break from work, i want a break from EVERYTHING.


you know, i have just decided to do everything i have to do before i head off to malaysia on friday. when i say everything, i mean EVERY single, damn, effing thing that has to be done. be it online homework(in which i've checked, there's NONE!!) ,other stupid little problems and of course christmas card sending.


so once i've completed doing ALL the above mentioned shit tasks, i will most probably NOT update. so i guess, for those of you who are still willing to tag, god bless your merciful soul.

it's 98 days to hawaii. but i don't feel a wee bit excited. WHY?

ok bye.

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oh my god. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.
i can't believe this is happening.
NNNNNNOOOOOOOO!!!
anything you wanna know, come and find me don't find me.

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i was looking through my science text book yesterday, doing some form of revision for next year since i'm taking physics/chem. and yes, i was studying my most hated atoms, molecules and ions. so after that chapter, i gave up and started using platic to wrap my sister's books. so i wrapped until about 12.45 am.


watched my chinese show after that and here comes the main point. i went into my room to sleep at around 2 plus. but i lied there thinking, tossing and turning. i only fell asleep at 5 plus. and here i am now, blogging. i woke up at 9 plus. not including the part where i set my alarm at 7 just in case my sister wouldn't wake up. i slept for a freaking 4 hours. and i'm not a wee bit tired.


so during that time where i laid awake, i did some really deep thinking. i asked myself a question very commonly seen and asked around the world to people of any race, age and gender. so here's the big question:

What is love?

i used to give those retarded answers. like a four letter word found in the 'L' section of the dictionary. but i thought and thought about it. and here's my answer:

Love is like a tear of an angel, droppeth from heaven.

what's yours?

i'm wasting this whole entire holiday. i'm serious. until now, i haven't started on any form of holiday homework. at least cindy has started tuition and stuff. what about me? i haven't done anything. i can't even do simple equations. i can't memorise (atb)2= whatever it's supposed to be equivalent to. my algebra sucks. i can't even do easy ones like this lah. and i'm in sec three next year. kill me. i know. i honestly thank god that i'm taking accounts next year. because there'll be people that can help me. but all i know is that if by next year, i don't go for tuition, and continue F9-ing my math, i can kiss my 'o levels bye-bye.


i'm feeling really moody and depressed these few days. because i feel that something is missing. i can't say that i know what it is. yet i can't say i don't. i guess i should really just don't give a shit about it right?


things to do list:
1. forget IT.
2. don't give a damn about IT.
3. just freaking leave everything behind and move on.
4. stop harping on it.
5. delete IT out of my life.

i can do that. who am i kidding?? i can't. i just can't bring myself to do it.

for those who don't know what the IT is, try thinking. don't come and ask me or pretend you know what it is.

i guess that's all i'll blog about until i can straighten out my thinking. till then.
have yourself a merry little christmas.(:

i found out something that i'm not supposed to find out. okay. maybe not totally like "not supposed" to, but like, something that's none of my business. i mean, so what if i know about it? what difference will it make to my life? well, all i can say it has done so far is to provide me with a temporary and natural high. which will disapppear when the novelty wears off. and of course, has made me indebted to someone. oh well, what can i say.


now that band has stepped down until the 20th, i feel bored. yes, of course i am grateful. itherwise, i'll be complaining and whining about the fact that i have band almost 3/4 of my 14 year old life. there'll be lesser things to blog about. except the mundane life i have at home. what's more, i don't have to do any more house work.


I HAVE A FREAKING MAID!! yes. i honestly thank god that i have absolutely no more housework to do. because i am SICK of it. can't be helped i guess.


recently, i've been hooked onto Sugar Ray. don't ask me why. because i myself have no idea.



well, i guess that's it. until i can find something to blog about. and i am lost.

okay. for the sake of eunice gee, i have decided to post some details in today's post.




this is the bloody vera wang dress. it costs a whopping $3690. bloody hell. so expensive lah!!


the wedding band looked similar to this. and it's platinum for goodness sakes. the names were engraved onto it. and it's super cool.(:

yup. i couldn't find the shoes and the tiara. because it was like so hard. at least now you know. and the flowers and drapes were like the normal ones you see.yups.


didn't go to school today. i was being LAZY. so byebye band for the next few weeks until the 20th!!!(:

hohohohoho. i honestly think that the guy from fahrenheit, the taiwanese boyband, is super hot!! GOD!!! he's from brunei, he's super tall, he's handsome, he's GORGEOUS!! go to youtube, type this "hana kimi" if you have time or you're feeling sad and depressed. because you'll laugh your guts out!! oh, prepare a tissue box. because you'll have nose bleed.(:

okay. i think that's my post for today. going to catch as many episodes as i can of that. LOVELY.(:


to mouse: HAHA. don't eeyur people. it's not good.
to audrey: yup. that's what everyone said. that dream is hilarious shit.(:

*i really really really want to go to the birdpark.): but i'm LAZY.

fell asleep on the bus after talking to cindy on the phone about a certain something. and within that 15 minutes, i slept so soundly that i could actually dream. and that's what today's post will be about. at least half or something. in the whole entire thing, i was just like the audience watching whatever that was happening.

so the dream went something like this:

audrey, amanda, cindy and weelyn were busy picking out a wedding gown. and then they wee talking and talking really loudly, comparing this dress to the other. "i think sleeveless will be better..." "... you sure can fit or not?? so long lah the dress!!". so then, they all finally agreed on this ONE vera wang dress. it was white and yah. very nice beads sown to the front.(up till this point, i still didn't know WHO was getting married.) then the 4 of them started trying on thier own dresses and of course i knew they were bridesmaids... then they picked the flowers to be tied in the church and the bouquet of flowers to be thrown when the bride was to leave the church.

so then came the wedding day. it was a church wedding. so it only hit me here. it was EUNICE's and ________'s wedding. (fill in the blank yourself). he was there, waiting anxiously and fidgeting. while eunice strolled down the aisle. then yah, exchanged vows ladada... kissed and went out of the church. whenshe threw the bouquet, the flowers were in the air and about to touch the ground. and i woke up. luckily, i didn't miss my stop.(:

i have no idea why the hell i was dreaming all this crap lah. and guess who was the priest? dome guy who looks like mr de souza.(:

okay. band everyday until today.. last practice. yay!(:

mr de can't stop making fun of me. funny lah!! forever messaging... evidence and stuff like that. WEIRD.

*i want to go to jurong bird park.

and so.

the combine today wasn't as bad as i expected it to be. and it wasn't that fun either. because there was NO eye candy. it wasn't as fun as the one at st patricks.):
played night safari. both band kinda erm. sucked. but when eunich gg came back my gosh!! so LOUD the percussion. and then Loyang played their Gulliver's travels( SYF piece). ok. wasn't that good but the flutes were LOUD! and SAC played Virginia and yah. they all got a shock because it was super LOUD. and it was pretty good. YAY us. and both schools played their first movement. and we continued our second movement thanks to bass clarinets. so all of us joined in.(: wee-lyn didn't play her solo though...

then at the 14 bus stop, on the way to park way, there was this bunch of people talking about our band. then this woman, she was like " they play their clarinets then after that got saliva drip out of the clarinets and got one puddle on the floor!...."".... then they play only one song!! then not exactly very nice!!" wah lao. so irritating lah. like she can play like that. ANNOYING.):


mahaha. mr de knows something. and i don't think audrey knows yet. but eunice knows already. it was all a freaking accident ok?? DAMN. you all are like POOOOOOF! ok.

i embarrassed myself in front of loyang. there were 2 chairs on the floor. and i wanted to stack another to chairs on top of it. so i was like staring and stuff, trying to fit the chair in, while loyang was having fall-in, at sedia(attention) position. so then i was directly opposite(facing) them. oh to my horror, the chair didn't fit properly. and the 2 chairs slipped and fell against my chest.(oww.) so i screamed loudly, as though i got raped. and my dear stickcells came to my rescue. gosh. that bloody guy who laughed. you're gonna get it. seems like it's not normal for a girl to scream in pain. boo you.):


wan ting!! you never come today. idiot.

ah well. i think that's it.


i'm caught in the middle. if i side anyone, i'm being bias.

hmm. this is funny. i've been using the normal blogger account. and then, yesterday, when i was changing my template, blogger "upgraded" my account to blogger beta. which is the Google one lah. funny.

ok. whatever. change of skin. YAY. because i was so sick of that pink thingy, taking ever so long just to open the bloody page. so, just leave it as plain and simple. EASY.(:

nothing much happened really. just that monday's practice is with loyang and CCPS. which is good. and mr de said this.:
"amali can't play for nuts. it's good that he's coming on monday. you all can embarrass him. and laugh at him."

muahaha. am i delighted to hear this. because i don't have to worry. just laugh at him for being so er... weak. what's more, he's a guy for goodness sakes. we're female. so we have smaller lungs. but where does all the air from his lungs go to?? i'll find out.(:

ok. i've just finished housework so i'm actually quite free. but i'm going to watch spice girl's video. you know."holler". so tata.(:

i have a secret to share. but i can't. yet i'm so tempted...