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J for Jeanette
noisy, obnoxious and queer.

4th May
How Long More Till i'm 16?


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Sunday, May 20, 2007

went to send the family off yesterday. they, as in eveyone in the family except mine, flew off to HongKong yesterday. DAMN. i so want to go there. anyways, reached Changi airport T2 at around 11 plus. met the family. went to Macdonalds with my cousins, sisters and niece. she so cute i tell you! the people at macs were like oogling at her. because she's so adorable. oh yah, they had this shrek ears thingy, as a promotion for Shrek 3. everybody would think that the youngest one, which is my niece would want those ears.

the people at Macs asked if Tiffany(my other cousin) would want to buy them 2SGD each. and immediatelf, she, the one with them ears, was like " i want!". BAH. i have retarded/spastic cousins.



not to mention, we were at changi airport. and those ears were on her head all the way. we walked around there, into the canteen, where everybody was staring. people at Macs prolly thought we were mad. they were like visibly amused by us.



YEAP. we all thought the plane was sure to be delayed, either by my uncle or HER. considering how suspiscious people, being 23 year-olds with shrek ears on them since morning are not allowed on the plane. :/



raaahh. it's so depressing. not the fact that i can't go to HK(partly, yes) but who's gonna wake me up every morning now? I. NEED. MY. GRANDMA. :(



so after that, headed home and went for the wedding dinner of my mother's cousin's son. i have no idea i'm related to them. i don't even know their names! but it's pretty fun though, getting married. the dinner itself was... okay. no comments.



but we were stuck in a bloody stupid traffic jam. on the way there at North Bridge Road, in the carpark, which was Novotel. practically everywhere.



entertained ourselves during the wedding, like talking about stupid stuff. got to take a picture with the bride and groom first. :D



then we started laughing about things like "why do you wanna take herrrr? take me instead!" in that absolutely bimbo voice. FUN.



camwhored little there. couldn't take so many pictures anyways. and i didn't see anyone i knew so that's good. reached home at around 12 plus? yah. camwhored again. bathed and slept at around 2.



so now, here i am, waiting for the mother and fahter to buy nasi lemak and chicken rice back home for lunch. raaahh. i'm so damned HUNGRY.





you know, i hate you so much. no longer. i have myself to blame anyways.


Last Updated @ 12:45 PM





Thursday, May 17, 2007

HA. i got my examination scripts back.

English: unknown.
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E.Math: 63/100, B4
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Accounts: 54/100, C6
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Chinese: 61/100, B4
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Physics: 20/40, C6
Chemistry: 20/40, C6
Combined Science: 50/100, C6
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Literature: unknown.
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Social Studies: 60/100, B4
History: 53/100, C6
Combined Humanities: 56/100, C5
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just kill me really. my chinese grades are disappointing. but then again, i have an absolutely stringent marker and the highest in my band got 45/70 and i got 40. WHOO! some credit please. i passed math! i F9-ed last years' end of year paper. i passed everything so far. Thank Goodness. i need to buck up and this mid year exam is a huge wake up call. mm.
i want 7 god-dammit points for my 'o' levels.
nothing is gonna stop me.
i swear.


hahaha. i'm not stupid okay! i just haven't recieved my English and Literature results. i'm not that much of a bozo.

ahahaha. i've been watching one too many banned commercials. like the durex condom ones and the banned mastercard advertisement. it's actually really funny. and i swear it would sell. just that it's too crude and sometimes to the extent where it's vulgar. like the condom ones and the ikea ones. very very good ads. just rather.. crude.

i thank god i'm not taking A.Math. otherwise, i'd really kill myself.

okay. so that's it for today. at least.

heartbreaker, you've got the best of me.
but i just keep on coming back incessantly
oh, why did have to run your game on me
i should have known right from the start
you'd go and break my heart.


Last Updated @ 8:05 PM





Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i'm sorry if i'm in a i-don't-feel-like-talking-and-if-you-annoy-me-i'll bite-your head-off mood. it's just that my life is going into such a down turn, i don't even feel like showing any signs of reaction. it's as if all the forces of nature are going against me. patience is what people have been telling me to have, even my horoscope says so.
You give your hand to me
Then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me
No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
'Cause you don't know me
I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I've let my chance to go by
The chance that you might
Love me, too
You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me
You give your hand to me, baby
Then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
No, no, you'll never ever know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me
- Michael Buble.



well, don't ask me anything because i won't say anything. ask that person who caused this. and i have a feeling that person knows yet doesn't know what it has done. it doesn't know that i know of it's horrible doings, yet it knows it's hurting me deeply. WELL, WELL.
examination scripts are going to be seen tomorrow. i'm not ready for that. i'm gonna snap like a biscuit under pressure. i'm not ready for ANY of this shit.
i'm sorry but i really don't have the mood to blog or talk about anything. i'm really sorry.
*ps. i know about the 'it' thing. i don't want to identify the gender. because it'll be SO easy to guess.
*ps/s. i cut my hair. i look like a chinadoll. but the frindge will grow back, anyways. so will the hair.
bye.


Last Updated @ 8:08 PM





Saturday, May 12, 2007

went to SCH on friday to celebrate the last day of exams. but unfortunately, instead of enjoying myself happily and watching one of my future school's performance, we couldn't even enter the god dammit theatre. we needed tickets and stuff. so we reached there at around like 11 plus, waited and waited till 2.15 when the tickets were released. so goodness, it was so damned packed. in the end, we didn't get to hear anything. when i was thinking like this is the only way i could watch SAJC's performance since i gave it a miss on the 28th of april. raaaahh.
Jeanette Wasted Her Life There.

oh well. moving on. i'm embracing my long hair now. since it's going in less than 24 hours time.

:)
i figured i'm gonna miss it, since i haven't sctually decided how i want to cut my hair anyways. like how short it's going to be and stuff. so here's a picture to remind you of how long my hair is. currently.


that was my head on friday. courtesy of Jia Ning's very wonderful hair tying skills. so pretty. i love french braids! pretty to the max.


yeap. the barbeque/family gathering i had last saturday was like okay. pictures are in my sister's blog. there's this picture that i look like a pscho/spastic/crazy kid in. raaahh. can't believe she actually uploaded that. everytime i look at it, i crack up because it's freaking retarded.



so this is the narcississtic us taking our own pictures and cam whoring with both cameras. but the pictures we(as in my sister and i) are uploading are those from our camera. rest is with my cousin so.. yah.

well, the picture you see above, is before we touched ANY form of liquor and ate ANYTHING.

LIQUOR. CAUSES. TROUBLE.


one too many stella artois. :(


yup. that was the horrible/spastic picture i was referring to. ha. :(


so yes. remember the previous post i had on the "ah lian languge"? yup the craze is back.

yesterday, i was talking to people online, then i started asking them, "why you all type ah, must have the 'z' behind ah?"

like all the "WhoRxZxZx, kekex, hEx, aHhXzX, nEhXx, etc". like the closest thing i use is erp, "ahh. aiya. aiyo." which is not exactly close at all. and i don't even use short forms!

anyways, i don't really see WHY they have to add like 'xXx" or "ZzZ" behind their words lahh. and how the hell do you pronounce "whorxzzzz"? like okay.

using phonetics:

whor; 'war'.
x; 's' sound.
zzzz; 'z' sound.

combine the 3 together and you get WARSZZZZZ. which is actually like 'war' except you sound like you've got a bee stuck in your mouth. like strange lahh.

so technically, it doesn't make much sense for you to add all the 'z's and 'x's behind. wastes text space, looks retarded and you can't pronounce it. so what's the point?

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anyways, i just did this tarot thingy.





You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


hahaha. that is like really ODD. oh well.


okay. i want everyone who comes by here to do the "True Friend" test thingy. byebye. :)



Last Updated @ 4:51 PM





Thursday, May 10, 2007

well well. apparently exams are ending tomorrow. that's like the best, yet the worse thing that's gonna happen. you see, last day of exam means:
  • going out.
  • FOOD!
  • SHOPPING!
  • BAND.

but it also means:

  • going home late
  • no more afternoon "naps"
  • guilty eating
  • less money
  • BAND.

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as you can already see, band appears on both lists. i'm kind of looking forward to band actually. like Mr De, my beloved instrument, the fun and all that stuff. but it also means the ultra long day in school and band wouldn't be the same anymore. the seniors have already stepped down and like it's just us left. it doesn't feel the same as the sec 2s would've join the senior band and the new intermediate band's the sec ones. not yet, but yah. it's a different kind of feeling. there was one point of a time i couldn'nt wait for this day to come, but now thinking back, i'm starting to feel that the band is lacking this element. it's called UNITY.

i wouldn't say that the band is and was very united. but there was this bonding between batches. the sec ones, being my batch, were close to the sec threes, which was nicole's batch. then after they left, the sec two's which is still my batch, were close to the sec threes, which was ru jing and candy's batch. yup. if you do not understand, ask me. okay anyways, we were so close to a point whereby you couldn't distinguish between the batches. though there were cliques and stuff, but the band was somewhat united. and that united group was this years' SYF group.

but currently, as i see it, i see a unity amongst the batch itself. like my current sec 3 batch is not very united. i dare say so myself. but we were united with the seniors. but the sec 2 batch is a closely bonded group. amongst themselves. so are the sec ones. but i don't know.

okay. you know what. ignore the previous paragraph. that's just my own personal point of view. i trust you not to accept it. just look through and throw it away like rubbish. because i'm not making any sense to anybody.

yup. i really don't know what's going on anyways. maybe it's just paranoia for monday's First Practice Without The Seniors. it's not the lack of confidance.(nat, i know you're about to say that.) it's just the feeling that i don't want to experience again. i've been through it once and i had enough.

[the trombone section, if you didn't know, was one of the strongest sections in the band when nicole and gang were still around. the first practice after they left was the worse. we got yelled at as when they were still there, we NEVER got punished or yelled at. so after that, we being the 5 of us, decided to work so hard to get that best section award.(nicole and her crazy self cost us that okay.) so then, we reached the standard of Mr De's "Zena Warriors." compared to his Loyang BOYS, we were like the best. so that journey and reputation was tough to build up and the hard work did pay off. but now, with my juniors, it ain't gonna be easy. i know it. i'm going to mentally prepare myself.

TO ALL WHO ARE GOING TO ENTER SENIOR BAND:

listen up. you jolly well work hard. harder than what the trombone section has done. work hard and i swear, your efforts pay off. because when you work hard, the music comes out good, you feel it and i'll feel it. and we make that practice absolutely delightful. no more slacking during sectionals and no more wasting of time. i'm sure you know what i'm getting at. you have no idea how much it means to me when i see everybody enjoying themselves during practices when the music comes out good. but obviously you have to work hard. i want to see vast amounts of effort being put into every single thing. because you're a better batch then mine. so i believe you can excel, way furthur than i possibly can. remember, anything less than 100% is not perfection.

once again, as predicted, let my broken heart open and you ripped it out.

bye.



Last Updated @ 4:37 PM





Sunday, May 06, 2007

HAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY!(:


late anyways. much love to all the people who wished me in person, sms, or online. you're greatly LOVED!:)


I. JUST. ENCOUNTERD. A. PERV.

i fear random people adding me now.

that bugger is so gross i tell you.
better not let me catch him.
i swear.
i'd make sure he loses his family's jewels.
punch him till the cats run away when they see him.
i'll burn him alive.
screw you.


Last Updated @ 4:55 PM