so i went out yesterday and i came back, super tired.
yet, i couldn't sleep at all.
so when i can't sleep, i think about all the things that are happening to me.
and madness arguments and confusion just runs through my mind.
arguing wuth someone else is easy; either you win because you're persuasive, or you lose because you're not good enough.
but arguing with yourself is hard. your minds works in one way and no matter which side you're standing on, it's going to be of the same standard till you psycho yourself into some sort of an answer.
so i thought. and thought. and thought.
some people just have all the luck in the world, and some just have none.
but then again, i don't believe in luck.
people always want things they can never get. they just go over and over again thinking and wishing for something they know will never return the favour or like them back or can never get.
for example, say this person, A, likes person B. now person B knows that person A likes him. but person B does not like person A at all. person B, unfortunately and most detestably finds person A so damned annoying. so person A, despite being so dejected and sad, continues liking person B, when person B doesn't give two hoots about it.
so you see, when this happens, not only person A is sacrificing her future happiness for some bozo fella who doesn't know how to appreciate her, she's also hurting herself in the process. yet, person A is unable to not like person B. stupid, you might say, but no. when it happens to you, you won't think it's so stupid.
and as much as person A knows that by continuing to like this person B, it'll make her sadder and more deprsessed than she already is, and that it is highly unlikely that she'll ever end up with person B, she still does?
yes it's foolish. heehaho.
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i swear to god my mind works wonders at night. really.
i mean, i spent the whole night thinking about it. and now my eyes hurt like crap.
i've been hooked onto yesterday's top 40 songs.
Words like love and happinessNever seem to stand up, BabyWhen you put 'em to the test, yeahYou say that you're a poetThat your love's a work of artBut you can't play love by numbers, BabeGotta play it all by heartBaby, Baby, Baby, BabyIt happens all the timeHow you play me, play me, play mePlayin' with my mindBaby, Baby, Baby, BabyYou're makin' me go crazy (Ah ah ah ah...)And if you all that love, Then love should be a crimeHonesty bites the dustEverytime I hear you sayin'That love is never lost, yeahDid you read it in a book?Did you see it in a magazine?Do you think that I'm some new expo?Do you think I'm so naive?Baby, Baby, Baby, BabyIt happens all the timeHow you play me, play me, play mePlayin' with my mindBaby, Baby, Baby, BabyYou're makin' me go crazy (Ah ah ah ah...)And if you all that love, Then love should be a crimeLove should be a crime...You and meSuddenly,We got nothin' to sayBut the words get in the wayBaby, Baby, Baby, BabyIt happens all the timeHow you play me, play me, play mePlayin' with my mindBaby, Baby, Baby, BabyYou're makin' me go crazy (Ah ah ah ah...)And if you call that love, Then all it wasWas a pocket full of nothing but a suicidal causeAnd if you call that love, Then love should be a ... crime oh well. i miss o-town a whole lot.:D
byebye.
